Basic Facts

What were you doing 10 years ago?

Senior year: Went to prom and graduated.

More details?

Alright,I had manic depression (start slowly from 9th grade and got worst in 11th grade). Lucky, I took the class pyschology. That's where I learn that from and I went to pyschologist to get prozac. I wasn't much active during my High School. I just focus on my classes and homework. I manage to do my homework and past testes druing my manic depression for almost a year. I just do my homework in bus trip and Study Hall and between breaks. When I come home, I went to bed. I got up and eat dinner then went to bed. My parents wake me up in the morning feel like I still never get enough sleep. All I ever want was sleep and sleep. So I took prozac. Man! That helps a lot!! My senior year, I try to involve but I feel like being left out. I just sat there. So, I gave up and continue focus on my school.

I had my goal to go to Gallaudet after I graduate and my parents weren't being supportive. They tried to talk me out of it. However, I already determined to go since I was 4th gradue the moment I heard about the Gallaudet. I said to myself this is where I am going after high school. Instead I went to community college, first. I was still agrue with my parents for almost 2 years and I fianlly gave up and fill out the application without them knowing. Once I accepted and I already determined to go without them. I've decided to wait until few weeks before time start for me to go. I told them that I got accpeted this Fall and I am going weather you like it or not. Their respond, "Congrlation!" I was like "what?" Is that my imagination that my parents are not going to agrue against it? I was surprised that I wasted the agrue for 2 years. I should have fill out long time ago. Doesn't matter. What really matters, I went to Gallaudet!! I am so glad taht I did. I did went and experiences things that I never thought I would have that kind of experiences. Even there are negitive and positive, those expereinces helped me to know who am I. Thanks Gallaudet!

What were you doing 1 year ago?

Oh boy! Truth is I've moved with my parents from North Carolina to Texas. It was sure tired me out! I decided to get a puppy and I got 6 months old puppy. I'm glad that I got her. At first, I was kind regret it since I didn't think I would be able taking good care of her. I've almost put her back to humane socity. My mom called it "Baby blues". That is something new quote that I never heard of before. Turn out I did taking good care of her. I took her walk every day and feed her. I displine, train, and teach her. I gave her my love, attention, and priase. She's really smart and obey my words. I fell in love with her more and more. Now I'm glad that I kept her and taken good care of her.

No luck about the job! *frown* I've really disappointed. I've seriously about giving up but I just started. I had been looking at the Peace Corps and thought about trying to apply. I heard that it is not easy to get in, either. I dunno, yet. I do know that my mom did try to talk me out of it, too. That happen few years ago when I consider Peace Corps. It is similar way with Gallaudet. Sometime, I do feel like I've regreat living here in America with my parents. What I meant was that I am very lucky personto live this rich land and freedom that we taken for granted that the people who lives in 3rd world dosen't have that freedom and have limited meals. They do not have of what we have here on America. It would be a great oppunity to experinece and give me more appricate of what I have for those who doesn't. They struggle while I'm having luxary of being here in America. (that's it! Now I know what I want next!! I'm going to join peace corps weather my parents like it or not. hahahaha! I'm going to apply this week. Whoo-hoo! Now I have my next goal to look forward to!) At first, I have no goal but now I do. *grin*

5 snacks you enjoy:
Chocolate (can't live without'em)
Any kind of fruits
Tuna sandwich
Chips
Chocolate (did I said that already?)

Five songs to which you know all the Lyrics:
Doe, A dear, A female deer
Ray, A drop of golden sun
Me.... *ahem* that is from the movie movie called "Sound of Music" It's good movie.

some Christmas songs such as "Slient Night" and "We Three Kings of Orient"

Happy Birthday to you!

Couple of christians song "Amazing Love" and "Amazing Grace"(it stuck in my head, pppfftttt)

Five things you would do if you were a milionaire
Pay off my bills!
Help out my family
Pay to Cancer and CF to find cure
Buy RV
Buy Yacht
Buy 3 or 4 houses in different locations
buy a house with natural swimming pool and waterfall
Buy large ranch for horses
....I can give tons of lists....*grins*

Five Bad Habits:
Procansting
Stubborn
Waiting until last minutes (did I already said that?)
Eating a little too much
Cranky (that's when it comes to once a month)

Five things you like doing:
Swimming
Take care of my dog
Reading
Internet
Shopping

Five things you would never wear again:
Shoulder pads
Any kind of white shirt (interview is exceptal)
Heavy Makeup
Glasses (well, once I have the money, I will wear contact).
.....

Favorite toys:
Computer
TV
Sidekick 2
Books

This time I'm going to skip the corrections of spelling. Sorry. Nah, I'm not sorry. This is my blog, anway. LOL
mmmmmm Ya know something? Question that I have to ask myself is my parents hindered my goal? They may just not realize what they were doing? Since I'm only child and they cherish me too much?