Thursday, October 30, 2008

Did u know??

(I didn't either until now) you can skip master degree and go straight to PH.D.

Kewl, huh??

I just visit other graduate university. I'm so glad that I get to visit several universities. There is 2 more that caught my interest... However, I'm going to pick one that is nearby. Yep, there is another one I haven't visit.

Hope for the best but prepare for worst

Yeah, when my mom had heartburn. She thinks that is her stress. She kept trying to explain that she tried her best to think positive but there's part of her also thinking worst possibile couldn't happen the she repeat but she's trying to think positive at same time. I said to my mom, don't u mean hope for the best but prepare for the worst. My mom said yeah! she seem relieved that I understood her.

Here's possiblity of good news, my dad received a phone call from his boss. He told him that there's a guy might have to have early retirement due to medical reasons.

So my dad did contact and had on phone interview. The man told my dad that might be intense training. Since there is differences between heltercoper(sp) and planes. My dad said, not a problem for he had experiences working at Eastern Airlines(same as Delta, American Airlines) until Eastern closedthe man did reponsed COOL! As he sounds impressive.

If the man hired my dad then it would be under same company and the company will pay the moving. Yes, my parent might move back to Gergoria. It will be Northern part where's mountains and snows. Mmmm sounds lovely isn't it? However it is not for certain but highly possible. *fingers crossing*

Even though, my parent moved out. I'm staying here. My mom thinks that school is also free there in Gergoria. I kinda doubt it so I ask a deaf friend who is from Gergoria to make sure, if I live in-state over a year then I will be in school for free. Turn out, that it is not free.

So I'm staying here for real. What makes me nervous is that I'm alone here and what if there's emergency or car break down. Who should I contact to? There's no family here. Friends, I haven't been really close, here in Texas.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Success!!

Finally, we did sold a lot of stuff at the yard sale. However, there's still more left over. We brings those back in the house. According to my mom, there is more stuff in the attic that we want to get rid of.

There's a guy who seems interesting in those stuff. When my dad told him there's more stuff upstair. He said that he will come over and help us... Other words, he get these stuff first before others. Haha.
We can get all the help we need. We got a little over 300 bucks! But we are going to use them for new tires on one car. So we have leftover for one hundred bucks. Since it has been a while that we ate out. So we did. We pick a reasonable price for resturant. We didn't pick an expensive one.
Tomorrow, I'm going back to work. I had hard time getting up this morning. Ugh! Not only that, I've been working at home. Now I'm back to work at work. Blah! No time for recuprate. I had intense dreams about at work. It must be antixity(sp). I hate that for it is recurring dreams. I never had recurring dreams before until now.

Oh, we are going to have one more yard sale this Saturday. It is really helpful when put one dollars to 20 dollars.

My mom wouldn't sale anything that's expensive. From what I understand that we are going to hold them for a little while.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Stressed

Spell backward... "Desserts"... Lots of chocolate didn't do any cure... My mom is seems to be more stress than my dad but then again maybe both is in equal. Just that my dad did managed to hold back and later he will blew up. Which it is not unusual. Right now, my mom and I are on and off aguring. Even though it is pretty good news that my dad recieved phone calls yesterday morning from his boss that he wants my dad to stay for one month. It is not going to be easy road.

Right now, our goal is to sell the house. This Friday and Saturday, we are going to have yard sale again but this time the cost will be 20 dollars or less. Anything to sell quickly as possible.

Meanwhile, my mom wants me put certian oil paintings and etc to have it sale on Craiglist. Since I've been trying to take a picture by getting better lightening than using the flash. Because the flash makes the oil painting glare and couldn't hardly see the pictures itself. So I have to move around. My mom didn't like it. In fact, she starting to fuss at me. She said forget the craiglist.

I was like... okay... I'm trying to help but it did no good. I did promised to put it back the way it was but... my mom wouldn't let me talk. She said that if I open my mouth one more time then she'll going to scream. I just rolled my eyes and walked away.

There's another example. My laundry day is usually Sunday evening and Dad's Sunday morning and my mom is Monday. My mom interpruted my laudry day on Sunday. So I started on Monday. My mom fussed at me and tell me that is her laundry day. I told her, that she's interpruted. Then she said to me that all I want is to agrue. I was like, GEEZZZ.

Today, I suppose to be helping around the house but I couldn't stand being around my mom. So I ended up going to library and write this and explore internet and checking emails and etc.

I wish I have my own special's place where no-one is around. And I'm not talking about the park or library. I'm talking about like nobody is around, not even walking by and etc. I want to go where I could have a paradise of private propety that I own and no one knows where it is. And maybe have some kind of miniture cabin or cottage that is size of one room like an old-fashion one room red school back then. Just seprate with large bathroom. Would be nice!!

It has been over an hour and I better go.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

unsuceeded

No wonder why!! Somebody had removed several of our yard sale signs!! What an assholes!!??!

update

Consider yourself luck that your parent is still living under the roof in their house.

Right now, we are at higher risk of becoming homeless and bankracpty if we didn't sell the house within by end of December.

Today, we are having yard-salel. My mom is in heart-wrenching to sell the good stuff espeically the french-country oil painting. It is my mom's favorite. I asked her if she want me to buy it. She said no since I'm in the same situation. She's right. I have to save my money.

Right now, it has been over an hour and no one is stopping by. They just drive by and looked. There's one car drive by about 6 times. Mom said they are trying to steal it. If both is bored and decided to stay inside.

If that doesn't work, I'm going to try on ebay. I never done on ebay before. Any suggestion of how's that work or start it up. Mom said she don't have time to do it. I'm going to give it a try. I may start french and french-country oil painting on ebay.

Damn it!! I saw the house for sale and it is right next to us.... There is another house for sell few door next to us. That house has been trying to sell for over 3 months now.

Mom said, we may have to pack our clothes and leave until the first payment didn't pay, that's when the bank foreclousre it. We just take what we got. My mom dislike the idea but we may go back to poor white trash living in tailer(sp). We did lived like that long time ago. Just that mom wasn't her idea way of ending retire and too old to go try start over again. Since my parent had worked so hard to build up and going up the stairs to have better life than their parents. Now, they may go back to rock bottom.

One man did came and check out and he said, those stuff are way too nice to buy. He's look for some kind of junk. Haha. However, he suggestion craglist. I had forgotten about craiglist since it is free to sign up for it. So, once bring those stuff in, I will take a pictures. If anyone curious, or might be interesting to buy. Let me know before I post on craiglist.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

just find out: part 2

My dad is force to retire since there's no other job availablity. Mom said move out anywhere they want but question is where... And my dad may have to find another job since they do not have enough from 401K retirement money......

just found out...

At first, I was getting alittle exciting about going to Atlanta. In fact, I'm going to get to see that cute 2 months old baby girl that my cousin had. She also had two boys. She mention to my mom that she never had seen all that pink before in her life. I remembered. That's first thing I bought is purple! Purple pants with purple and pink flowers top. There's purple/blue/pink flowers for whole body and footies. And I bought purple booties to matches. All are same company from pooh bear. I just couldn't resist. I got purple overall and bedige top with lace-collar. And a sweater-jacket that is purple/pink/blue shade. They're beatiful!!

I came home from work and show all those stuff to my mom and etc. We were talking about plans and what to wear while we are there and etc. Mom did her laudry and I did mine and plan to finish up on Friday.

However, my dad just receive news thru email before dinnertime, today. That news could cause my dad an early retire or transfer different job but either way, they are going to move out ASAP. So we can't go and visit Atlanta. Since, we have to save money.

Beside, I don't want to move out. However, economy is bad. The college might not be free, anymore.

*sigh* I better go.

Friday, October 10, 2008

oopps & TGIF

Opps about printed "no title..." Twice. I do not have time to search and delete one. Then again, I might not.

I'm just grateful that I'm off on weekends now. (I dunno abt future but right now I'm just grateful).

Thank goodness that today is Friday! YAH!!

I'll be busy this weekend... Cuz soon, we are going to Atlanta. It looks like it is going to be for real. We are going to leave on 18th.

Thursday, October 09, 2008

no title...

Well, I'm just glad there's one wasp sting and not 2, 3, or many. Ever since I've been sting, all I want is itch. Man! It drive me crazy! I use anti-itch creme. It helped for little while. Plus it is sore on my shoulder. I usually carried my purse on left shoulder where's I've been stung at. Now I'm carry my purse on right side. To this day, it is still sore and still on and off itching feeling. That wasp sure worest than bee sting. You definetly don't want to go thru that.

Meanwhile, I'm still working in the morning. Things seemed finally resolved on it own btwn my boss and his boss. Thank goodness! I've worked more hours. I've been working from 6am to 230pm instead of 6am to noon. It is not so bad once I get the hang of it.

Also, my boss gave me temporary 2nd job since someone had been promoted to work in backroom from 330am and other transfer to different dept. So after I finished my part then I go work on my 2nd job. It is a lot of resonablity (sp) but I can get the hang of it as long as it is temporary, that's all that matters to me. I couldn't help the other things after I finished my part.

So I'm under trained of how to do on 2nd job and get cerificated for it even it is just temporary. This 2nd job is a lot but easier than my 1st job... Maybe I'll try to get that postion. *Grin*

I'm exhausted. First time, I'm working full-time. It will take time for me to adjusted. Also, I go home to take a short nap. Afterward, I had dinner then walk my dog in neighborhood. Other times, like on weekends, I would walk her in mornings and during weekdays, I would walk her in evenings. Again, it does take me a while for me to adjusted. I didn't at first but my parent is willing to help me out. They walked her every other day and I walk her every other day. That way, Reese walk everyday. Until I'm able to do almost everyday and my parent do once in a while. It is nice to have a break for me.

Here's another good news, I finally found DR that accepted my insurance and the bad news, it is long drive espeically when comes to gas. However, I'm going and it will be this Saturday. I will call Friday to make sure that they didn't change their policy. So I wouldn't waste my gas.

Well, that's all for now.

no title...

Well, I'm just glad there's one wasp sting and not 2, 3, or many. Ever since I've been sting, all I want is itch. Man! It drive me crazy! I use anti-itch creme. It helped for little while. Plus it is sore on my shoulder. I usually carried my purse on left shoulder where's I've been stung at. Now I'm carry my purse on right side. To this day, it is still sore and still on and off itching feeling. That wasp sure worest than bee sting. You definetly don't want to go thru that.

Meanwhile, I'm still working in the morning. Things seemed finally resolved on it own btwn my boss and his boss. Thank goodness! I've worked more hours. I've been working from 6am to 230pm instead of 6am to noon. It is not so bad once I get the hang of it.

Also, my boss gave me temporary 2nd job since someone had been promoted to work in backroom from 330am and other transfer to different dept. So after I finished my part then I go work on my 2nd job. It is a lot of resonablity (sp) but I can get the hang of it as long as it is temporary, that's all that matters to me. I couldn't help the other things after I finished my part.

So I'm under trained of how to do on 2nd job and get cerificated for it even it is just temporary. This 2nd job is a lot but easier than my 1st job... Maybe I'll try to get that postion. *Grin*

I'm exhausted. First time, I'm working full-time. It will take time for me to adjusted. Also, I go home to take a short nap. Afterward, I had dinner then walk my dog in neighborhood. Other times, like on weekends, I would walk her in mornings and during weekdays, I would walk her in evenings. Again, it does take me a while for me to adjusted. I didn't at first but my parent is willing to help me out. They walked her every other day and I walk her every other day. That way, Reese walk everyday. Until I'm able to do almost everyday and my parent do once in a while. It is nice to have a break for me.

Here's another good news, I finally found DR that accepted my insurance and the bad news, it is long drive espeically when comes to gas. However, I'm going and it will be this Saturday. I will call Friday to make sure that they didn't change their policy. So I wouldn't waste my gas.

Well, that's all for now.

Friday, October 03, 2008

Scream!!!

Yes, I did screamed! There was wasp building a nest up in the ceiling outside nearby the back door. It increasing by numbers. My parent and I walked back and forth by the back door many times and think nothing of it. Until this afternoon, I was playing with Reese just before going outside. She's very vocal (barking) when it comes to play. As soon as I open the door, she's barking and jumping up and down when I had the ball in my hand. As soon as I start to throw. I felt sharp pain that made me scream. It hit me on my left shoulder in the back. I looked back to see what it was. I saw wasp. I looked up and I see a group of wasps were perparing (about 7 of them) to form into group. I knew I was in troubled. I ran. I told Reese to come. She still thinks we're playing. She's hyper as she running along with me. I went around the house to the front yard. I looked around and didn't see anything. Boy!!! It was extremely pain, burning, stinging, and itching. I refuse to itch nor touch it. Meanwhile, my mom was in the shower, I knew she wouldn't hear me knocking at front door. But I did tried... But didn't work. Lucky, it didn't take long until my dad arrived from work.

Baking soda and ice seems to be helping. However, the singing feeling still going on and off. Feels like being stung again and again. I rather be stung by bee (which happen to be twice) for it only sung once and the pain goes away after put baking soda. This is first time I've been stung by wasp.

No allergic reation... Same with bee. Thank goodness for that!!

geeeezzzz whizzzzz

I arrived to the doctor office. I discovered that the doctor is no longer accepting medicaid. I was confused. I said, I've been here for 3 years and been used my medicaid. Whoever behind the desk told me, I know we did but not anymore. Do you have any other insurance. I said no and they refuse to accept me. I was like. What's going on.

So I went to library to check under government website to find lists of doctors would accept medicaid.

Guess what??

I've been calling all the doctors that had been listed under government website. None of them accepted. They used to but not anymore...

I was like what's going on??!!! Seem to me I'm behind or I'm just watching more about president and VP

So I check out on website news... I found out that here in Texas 60% and increasing that doctors refuse accept medicaid.

It's all started in Illionis. There's lawsuit suing doctors for taking advantage government's money. Patients who waiting by hours have to pay. So doctor just making patients who has medicaid will be paying by hours causing more money paying by government. So doctors are afraid to use medicaid from it.

Aargghhhh!!!!

I also read that poor woman from Illionis who has a husband broke his back and couldn't work for long time until it heals. She and her husband with 3 kids have medicaid. And she couldn't find any doctor wld accpet medicaid for her kids get sick, flu, infection, and etc.

Since medicaid isn't accepted by doctor. Children could die or sick could got worest and finally able to take hosptial as in ER. That isn't good. However, I did called one and one accept medicaid only 17 or under, not adults. *sigh*