Guess Not...

Since my mom found out that she require to work on weekends. Now, she starting to considering not to go for it. Plus working at night... Sound too much like my position...

Speaking of the position, there's one available postion for morning. I remember one person did work there and she works every morning execpt weekends. Then I decided to ask for that position.

One guy came up to me and go with him in the pravite room plus another young lady who knows sign language. He told me that if I want that "promote" position... I didn't realize that is for promote position. He said that I would not be able to get that postion because of my "attenditive(sp) problem". What he means that I have to fill out certain days that I can't show up TWO weeks ahead... NOT 3 days before or something like that. Plus, I left early at night couple times.... again that was NOT on purpose, it was miscommunication there!! *sigh* However, they don't see that. They see it as an exuse.

I did fill out certain dates and they didn't updated what I'm available or not, in the past before I joined the Threatre. I was stuck on those dates. It's like I'm not allow to "unavailable" I've asked 30 hours or less... They put me more hours. When I starting to try-out. I did fill out what's I'm NOT available... Yet, they still didn't change the update. I fed-up. I went ahead and go and try-out and I got the part. I called 3 days ahead to let them know I can't show up(I already fill out TWO weeks ahead).

Geez, BECAUSE of my "attentive (show up) promblem" DAMN IT!!! Now I do look bad for the future job. I'm surprised that they didn't fired me. CRAP!!! What's next??

I'm hoping that I'm making sense here.
Any advices here!! I'm really upset about that happened. I need advices, please!

YAY!!!!

FINALLY! After all those years I've tried to encourage mom to get a job. Since she's complaining that she's bored a lot. She felt that she isn't worth enough to get one. She did tried to applied few times before but they declined. Even though mom did have experenices but she haven't been working since I was born. So, it has been LONG time. I did reminded my mom that one store-owner did asked her if she wants to work at her store. That lady who owns that store did literally hire her. Sadly, it's too far from where they live. It's 2 hours drive. That's because my mom always LOVE to talk to people and she usually talk to ANYBODY doesn't matter who is who. Kids, adults, teenagers, and etc.... Mom still talks to them.

My mom goes to her all-time favorite store nearby my home. She goes there a lot. She did talk to the workers there and she smiles a lot. Mom said that the employers' favorite costumer is my mom. Haha! When they heard that my mom is applying the application for the job, they told the manager that she's better hire her. They didn't interview... Hire her on the spot. Haha!

Now, on Monday will be training time for my mom!! *grinning from ear to ear* I'm happy for her!

Slept Hard and Long

WHOOO!! I slept hard today. I did set up clock alarm for noon. I accidently set up A.M. Yes, I went to be after midnight. So, I slept right through until 3pm. I woke up a little goggy but feels sooo good. What a strange dream, too! There's viking, celtic symbol, blue stone, mirror, and good looking hunks... They're TALL and BIG men. But they good-looking.. Not bum type with dirty long bread and etc. There are just nodding and gestures. There's very small converstation. I can't remember the converstation. There's some kind of meeting. It just jumped in different scene real quick like changing channel but same people. So, weird. But very nice way to sleep without interrprut.

Anyway, I'm going to the play again on Tuesday night because so many people signed up for it so they went ahead and add more for it. Lucky, I'm free this Tuesday night and Wedensday. Talking about perfect timing. For sure, I'm free Wedensday. However, I'm going to do errands around the house. Blah! Always doing errands... Nothing new. Haha!

Speaking of the play, it was good, tonight. I know one guy who also invovle that play. He only plays minor character; however, he did tried out the audition for Beauty and the Beast. OOoohhhh, that's my favorite Disney Movie..."Who could ever learn to love the Beast." Hehe, I also found out that guy is also playing the "beast". He is going to sing, too. There's a musical, too. If it is smiliar as the movie for songs and scirpts and words. GREAT! At least, I know what's going on when I am watching it. I'm pretty sure there will be interpreter for one night, too. So, I'm going!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I gotta see that play. It is one of several favorite Disney movies. *smile* Mmmm I may re-watch it before I go and watch the play.

Nice Experiences

After few times of doing the play, it is really interesting experiences. I truly enjoy it dispite the fact that I hate to sweat when it comes to wear those costumes on hot days.

There's a few mess up on the lines but what make good acting real good is that pretending to be part of the scirpt when it isn't. Only we know the mistakes while the audience don't. Also, there's one person who didn't make it. Lucky, there's another back up. Even the back up memorize her own lines and try to memorize someone else's line messed up. It's really funny. I didn't laugh at the play. I just went on using my lines and continue like it was nothing. After the play is over, I did laughed. It's really so funny. I even laughed at my own mistake.

It's worth it! As I mention before, it's something different things to do. I noticed the differences. At the play, these people are doing this just for enjoyment because they're not getting paid. They're there having fun and they do take their parts sincerely. They're not playing around or wasting their time. They do thier teamwork so well. WAY better than my working dept. I feel like half the time, they don't do their parts. They just there to get the money and leave. THey're expecting someone else doing for them. Espeically when it comes to "young" kids. Like a mother do for them.

Anyway, My family and I are doing fine and that's including our pets. They're doing okay, too.

Wow!

After been doing the real play twice, One on Friday and one on Monday, it was very interesting experience for me. One downside, the costume (still missing but have different one for back-up) is making me sweat and hot. Not only that but in the backroom is also hot. OY! Just a fan going on. Still, I hate to sweat. It's not my favorite thing. However, I manage to keep myself cool most of the time.

All in All, everything is good. I enjoy it even it is a short one but I do enjoy. Something different something to challenge myself that I never thought I would do but I did. It's truly a great experience for me as well challenge myself to soical more with other people. I'm so exciting and neverous at the same time when I jumped up on the stage.

Oh, It's funny. One guy messed up with the line but we all act like it was nothing and it is part of the play. Haha, My parents didn't notice. It's cool.

On Monday, I'm the one that messed up. Haha. I missed the line. Hehe. Again, I don't think anyone notice.

But my dad notice the other person messed up the line as well. I didn't know that because I wasn't there. I'm at the backstage that time.

I thought I would be less nervous at the 2nd play but ironic, I'm still nervous. I think that's because I do care and hope the audience enjoys the play even though I only play short one. Also, they are only focus on 2 women who plays the most.... The character are Helen and Annie. Which it is very normal. They are the main characters.

Oh, guess what? I have totally forgotten my work, today. I supposed to work. OY! I did called and informed and lucky, my boss... the sweet teamleader the one I mention to you about. Who's my favorite... Said that is okay and come in soon when I can. WHEW! So I came in an hour and half late. I'm glad that I'm okay. I'm working and working and it is busy since the days are sunny. Finally! I have been a chance to swim several times this week and last week. *sigh* I missed good swimming. I will be working tmw, too.

Lucky, I'm off Thursday but I do have so much more errands.

Oh, I almost forgotten to mention... My big toe have numbness and that I went to doctor... well he said that if there's one numbness then it should be sprending but it's not. He said that he thinks it has to do with pressure of small or pointed shoes that may caused it. He recommend me not to wear them. Which I don't always wear them. I just wear speical occusion. Mmmmm... Well, My numbness is still there but less. I will see doctor again end of this month to make sure that it doesn't spreading the rest of my toes.

Mmmm anything else? Well, that's all I can think of for now.

I better go!

P.S. Did I mention one of the teamleader who is lazy and doesn't do the work?? Well, that teamleader got fired... Yoohooo!!!! Man! Am I so glad? I do not like that teamleader. I feel like telling that lazy one to get your ass to work. Haha. Well, that teamleader got fired. Pppfffttttt.

Nightmare!

Me and my bad luck. Yes, it is.

Ya not going to believe this. Haha. My costumes were missing. It is the cap, skirt, and shirt. They're not there in the dressing room just like any other costumes. I was like... Where are they? I looked for it and can't find it. The lady who made the costumes, said look for outfit, don't try find labels. I did. No luck. I report to the Dirctor and Producer, they did look for it, too. Instead, I got another skirt that fit me but the top is too small for me. Lucky, there's a shawl that can cover up. I just hope they're not missing on my Friday night. This Friday, the real play starts. I couldn't believe it myself. Why would anyone wants this outfit? It's ugly. Haha.

Well, think of that,... Friday the 13th. It must be it.

Good news, my acting is improving tonight. *smile* I got a few postive compliant, tonight. I'm pating my own back for hard work. I can't wait to show that to my parents. When they come to see me. *grin*

Exhuasted!

I never thought I'm so exhuasted in my whole life. I've been busy here and there even during rain and non-rain. Today is my day off. Guess What, I slept and woke up... After a while, I slept again and woke up. OY! I'm so tired. I went to swim for about an hour. Afterward, I slept, again. Good thing I did catching up on my Zzzzz. Because tmw will be another busy and the rest of the week. OY!

Speaking of excerise and try to keep it up. Girl! Ya mention this 3 weeks as a consistent habit, HECK! I've been doing for 3 months. Just for a few weeks I missed all those, next thing I knew I gain back to the orgional(sp) weight. Geez, talk about life's not fair. Haha. Oh, having my mom's support me... Nah, I don't think so. All she ever does is nagging. Haha. I know she means well but it can be annoying.

But swimming in the pool was sure nice. I did my excerise there. It's so much easier than being out in the heat... and HUMID. Last year, it was dry but this year, it's humid. That's werid way of Mother's Nature... and of course, global warming or is it El Nino or La Nina. Or all in three? Don't matter but all I can say weather's are having ups and downs lately. I'm so glad that the sunshine is still shine.

SUNSHINE!!

Finally, it's about time! Since yesterday afternoon and today. I finally went to swim shortly yesterday and today. Sigh! Felt so good to swim. I did a few laps and I was out of breath. Oy! Is that obvious, I haven't been excerise lately. Trying to excerise and eat right are not that easy. I admit... I gain back to my oringial weight. Oh No!... I know, Oh well... I tried. I know, get back on my track again. How in the world do I manage to STAY in the track on longer terms?

Well, time goes on.

Meantime, I've been thinking about going on "Deaf Cruise".... What do you think?

I even thought about going alone but I don't know. Hey Jennifer, what do you think about going on Deaf Cruise?? Ever considering?

I'm off to find something to watch on TV.... If there is one.

Love

Is love real?

Other day, I was at the resturant. I saw a really old couple. Their body are wrinkles all over. I see them sitting across from each other on the table. They're holding hands and looking at each other like I see the young couple who in love. When I saw that it made me smile, I often wonder what's that like. It's amazing to see them like that. I don't know if they're just met or are they still love after all those years.

Still, it's amazing me.

I often meet people who are already in a couple or have a lover. I asked, How do you know is he/she is the one? Most common answer, "I dream of that person then that's how I knew he/she is the one." Funny thing is, my first ex told me that he dreamt of me and asked me if I ever did. I told him honestly, "no, I didn't" He seems to be very disappointed. I told him I'm sorry. Do you want me to lie? But truth is every time I met a guy, I never dreamt of them. They dreamt of me. They said I'm the one. Why do I don't dream of them? I never did.

Until I met a person, I dreamt of that person. First time in my life, I fell in love and knew that person is the one. Sadly, I lost that person.

They said there are many fishes in the sea. Even that is true, would I find another love that like but different kind of love but still a true love? A soulmate? One of the kind? A kindred spirit?

There are people who would said no... There are people who would said yes...

Hate Rain

Yep, I found out that the rain does not stop on Sunday. It postpone, again. Okay, I had enough with rain. STOP! Please?

Beside that, we been cleaning, watching, and playing games. We play cards and checker, lately. We taking turn cleaning and cooking dinner. We taking turn to walk my dog, Reese. Plus, I missed the pratice. Thank Goodness because according to the news there's a flood on certian road where I suppose to come home from the pratice. OY! Good thing, I didn't went. There's another flood not far from our home, in fact, it is a lot closer than before. Oh Boy!

I went outside in the backyard, I feel like there's a swamp because not only muddy but there's water a large puddle of water in the backyard. It covers all the ground. The grasses are getting taller and taller. Reese had hard time going to the yard.

Like I said, enough of the rain.... It's getting bored and.... Please no more floods...

In meantime, I'm doing fine. My family and pets are doing okay.

Let It Rain!

Half don't mind and half do mind. I'm getting a little bored with the constantly rains. I want sunshine so I can go swim in the pool. Yet, I want rains only on my work days. Haha.

Well, I know that Mother's Nature don't always give what you want.

Well, I think that give me no exauses anymore. I have to start cleaning up and helping my mom cleaning up the house. Since there isn't anything else to do except maybe coloring/painting or any other indoor hobbies.

Reese had been begging for a walk. I managed to walk her during non-raining times but few minutes later, I feel one drop... two drops.... few more then got increasing. Of course, we get in the house before big fat rain drops on us. It was so thick rain that can make bubbles on the swimming pool. (Not ripples).... It's raining cats and dogs. I'm surprised that there isn't any flooding around here, lately. *knock on the wood* The ground is so soft, wet, and muddy. I have to wipe Reese's paws before going inside the house.

Well, I gotta go. ;-) before my mother is going to hit me in the head (not litereally). *SMILE*

Still raining....

Yep, it has been raining and it will be like that all week again. OY!

I did had sinus infection. Is this me, or am I starting to notice that I have sinus/allergy during raining seasons?? Anyway, I'm taking antibodic(sp) and tomorrow is the last day for me to take the pill. I do feel so much better! I won't forget to take the last pill.

Meanwhile, at the researsal, I finally memorizes all the lines. I realize it was short... really short but it's challenge because, truth is, it is my first time I ever done in hearing adience(sp). Lately, I've been doing around deaf people and deaf audience(sp?). My point is, this is the first time for me.(did I already mention that? Obvious, it is.) I'm nervous everytime I show up for pratice, I'm nervous as I'm going for a real play. Yet, I force myself to go for it. After all, I did made a small cast but worth it. Funny thing is, I do enjoy it even I pratice same thing over and over. My question is, would I get bored later on?

Who knows? I will keep on going to see how it goes.

My family are doing good and so do I. Our pets are fine. They're rascals every time.