strange dreams

Every weekends, I'm off. I usually set clock alarm for 10am or 10:30am so I wouldn't overslept until 1pm or 2pm. Because if I do that then I wouldn't be able to go to bed early. However, I woke up on my own before 10am. Most of time I woke up around 8am or 9am. That is the most ealiest! It is for me. However, first time in several months, I slept until 1pm. I've used snoozed button for a while then turned off. I had strange dreamed that I ended up in alternative reality. Somehow I been sucked up by strange white and blue whril-pool in the sky at night. I had a dog and a bird. They are with me. It is almost like "Golden Compass" the movie. If ya had seen it then you'll know what I'm talking about. Somehow I was being chase and I have no idea why or how that started. One nicest thing about this alternative reality. Everytime those men chasing me and had passed by me. It is because none of the women had done crime. It is just men. Ironic, I'm still on the chase. The bird is grey and black. It is almost look-like you see on postcard where's snow surrounding and 2 small birds that isn't red bird. It is grey and black. My dog looks like Reese but smaller as Pug (type of small dog). I've been different places. I remember I was surrounding red bricks with nice arch designing. It was still dark but had some kind of light that shines unknown direction(don't know where it comes from). I remember I ended up somebody's back yard. I don't know how I got there. There's a stone written. I remembered I read it and understood what it said and now, I don't remember what it said. All I know that was some kind of clues. I couldn't stay that long. I ended up other people's backyard. One thing I hate the most in my dreams and even previous dream, I could fly but it wasn't smooth. It always awarkard flight and it is bumping. I meant is I could not fly as high as I would like and I couldn't stay same level. It constantly up and down. It is like bouncing in the mid-air as I struggle to even and smooth my flight. It just make it seems impossible. I even have to fight harder by trying to fly high across the tall fence to get to other side. Sometimes I succeed and other times I have to climb. I met someone there. Seemed like he knows I was being on a chased. He called another animals. All the animals approched me. One thing that stands out the most is the moose. Yes, a huge moose stuck his head between small tree as the moose tried to clear away from the leaves off of moose's face and looked at me.

That's was it. I finally got up @ 1pm. I dunno how it ends nor do I know why I was on the run.

Before that dream, I dreamed a different one. I was at the playground alone even though there people there. One thing the differences. There's no children around. That is because playground is made for adult. It is somewhat similar as miltary but not very challenge and yet it is challeging for beginners. I saw a tall roof and opening inside. There's a climbing bars and it is about 4 or 5 stories high. There are about 3 or 4 opening gaps in surrounding. I thought it would be easy. However, I was told that I couldn't pass a line that is on the ground to get to the bars. I struggle to get a foot to reach over withouth touch a ground. If I did then I have to get back in line to start over again.
As I managed to get my foot to touch the bottom of the bar. I was like, "now what?" I have no idea how I got there but I'm already on 3rd stories on the climbing bars. Now, my goal is looking for gaps to get in without worrying about falling if I'm on outside of climbing bars. Somehow I couldn't find it so I climb on different side so I can get a better look from the distance because you can't see up-close. Once I found the gap, I went back exact position where I was then got in the gap and start climbing inside. Once I got on top, something unexpected had happened. The bars went leaning over. I grabbed on hold so I wouldn't fall. The bars stayed in lean position, once I figure it out. I just stepped down and not climbing back down. The climbing bars returned back to it position.

The people saw me getting off the climbing bars, they applud(sp) for me. I stood there unexpected at first the I overcome that part and start bowing from right to left by 3 times.

Afterward, I was planning to go back home. I looked around and realize I was lost. It took me a while to find it. Once I did, it feels so strange and doesn't look like my home. It is small one room house with rotten and white paint chipped off. Even though I'm at home but I know this isn't my house nor my parent house. It is too strange.

I wonder that has to do with my anixity(sp?) about me living alone in apartment without my parents are nearby. I did asked few people I know who I feel comfortable to live with me as roommate by getting two rooms. Of course, they said no. I'm soo tempting to knelt and beg. Oh well. I guess I have to move on alone.

Agility

I think that's the right spelling. It is dog sport. As you might see on TV, there's seesaw, jumping, tunnel, and a poles for zigzag.

I've been searching where I can find get together for me and Reese, my dog. There's dog troop but it is too far to drive espeically when it comes an awful traffic. So I've search thru internet and trying to find something.

I ended up and found agility group meeting and it is not far from my home. I was thrilled when I find that out. I've been waiting for first day of class start.

Last Monday, I finally had a chance!! It was just a beginning. It was fun! I enjoyed. I think Reese enjoyed. She seemed to like to soical with othe dogs, too. It is only 8 of us. That is the max for class. That's nice! It makes more interactive and almost one-on-one tutor. Reese seems learned fast.

When I did at home, she likes that new game (from the Monday taught). I can't wait for new technique next week for Reese.

While I was there I saw 2 border collies, one is black and white and other is reddish-brown and white. They seems smaller than Reese. Resse is bigger. Now I wonder, what is other half of her. I guess I'll never know.

All I know she's very bright and loves to walk and play. She's sweet and outgoing.

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At work, it is most easist task, I ever work! However, it is a lot of work!! It is too much makes it seems impossible to get it done. My boss asked me maybe do some kind of team. In another word, add one more person to do the task. However, that person isn't helpful. All that person was standing there and watching me for few moments then walk away. I was like... "Hello?" I refuse to say anything and minding my buisness. I let my boss or others take care of it. I know if a person didn't do the work, they will fired that person sooner or later.

what's been happening?

Things happened quite so fast last month and this week. Since someone transfer to different dept, other person promoted up. Then I got promoted up. Actually, I work 2 jobs at same time. I couldn't finished in time since 2 jobs were a lot. However, I was told two important task that are primary so I focus on that and able get it done. Just couldn't do other things.

When my allegry is acting up, I do feel exhausted and didn't feel like do anything. No wonder it called hay fever, even though allergy doesn't have fever but it does feel like I'm having cold/flu-like.

I managed to get up in morning to go to work. However, I didn't feel like do my work. When I arrived I spotted another worker and work in my area. I couldn't asked for perfect timing. It is truly a best timing ever! Two of us working and I helped her out. Later I learned that she's going to take one of my old postion while I'm taking new upper position. So I taught her and trained her about my old postion. Meanwhile, one of the team leader took over my "training" her. I didn't care. I know that she's has "contoling issue" and likes to be "bossy". I just let her as long as she doesn't bother me. I mind my buisness. Few days later, that team leader isn't there so I continue train her and teach her how to use a computerize thing. She said it is too much to remember. For me? It only take me a day. That's all I need. I don't need a week of training even through there is. I told her that she will get the hang of it. Just take time.

Second week, I felt so much better. Thanks to allergy pill over-the-counter. Plus, I recuprate over the weekend by doing nothing which is my favorite thing to do... Is nothing...

During second week, I ask that person who's going to take over my old postion to see if she could do by herself without me. Of course, I did stop by couple times and help her a bit. So she wouldn't feel overwhalmed on second day seems getting better. Although, she still seem overwhalmed. I think she isn't use to it. Beside when first time doing that, I didn't had time to have 15 minutes break until about a month. When I got use to it, I finally had 15 minutes break.

Now, I'm able to focus one job instead of two. I'm able to get mostly done. I'm sure I'm able to get it done better by next week once I improved my speed.

Oh I forgot to mention something. I was wrong (or misunderstood) that my parent would move sometimes in Jan or Feb. Actually, it is either March or April. That give me a little bit more time. I have already searching for apartment or rent a room. Rent an apartment is too expensive!! While just rent a room from someone's else house is $200 dollars cheaper.

When I contact several of people thru email, so far, there's no respond. I'm kinda disapointed. But like I said, I'm glad that I still have alittle bit more time.

Also, I did check out other university. Downside is no dorm and very bad area makes it diffcult to find a good place to stay without being too far to drive while other university doesn't have dorm but the area is pretty good and able to find a better area. When I spoke to advisor there. She suggestion to email her of a place and she will let me know which area is good or bad. Sadly other university doesn't.

Mmmmm, I rather live in dorm make it easier on me than living a place where's too expensive. I'm tempting to go where's dorm is at but it isn't best school for me espeically I want excellent reputation. So I'm able to find job better and better paid, too. Lots to think about...

One step at a time...

Celebrate!!!

Guess what?!?!!

My dad got the position... A job!!! They will move to Georgia sometimes in Jan or Feb. So that means I need to find apartment. I'm really nervous!!

Why?

Because, I barely know anyone here and my parent are only 2 poeple in my family that I can depend on and there's no family here for me to depend on in Texas. Oy!

Obama

Wow! He won to be president. I applud(sp) for him even though I did vote McCain. Deep down, I knew Obama will win.

I just hope that he is the right choice that's all.

Personally, I think it is huge mistake.

Again, I hope not for the sake of America.

Here's another bad news, IRS made a mistake back in 2006 and have to pay taxes for over 500 dollars. Geez, what's next?

I asked my mom, "couldn't ya postpone?" mom said, no, for they will have to pay interest rate and due pay is in December.

What a wonderful way for xmas?! Huh?

Yah!!!!

I'm getting raised!!! Ppfftttt cheap .25 cent. HEY!! It is better than nothing. On bright side, during holiday, I get double paid. Hee hee. I can't wait for holiday. Ironic, I use to be dreading to work during hoilday but now, I've realize that is real world. So I'm going to continue. Like I said before, I get double paid means more $$$$$. That way, I wld be able to find apartment and etc. It is best for me to have back-up money for it.

My time is nearly up for my lunch is almost over.