Guys

This is a story about men... In my perspective. It may be wrong or it may be right or it may be half and half. Who knows? Only the higher being knows.

There is a guy in deaf group seems to like me. I just taking my time. Later there is another guy seems to like me. So, I would say the first guy would be guy one who I met first. I would say guy two who I met later on in the deaf group. As soon as the first guy learned that I am getting to know the second guy. He seems to make a move a little bit more. The first guy would be around me more. Almost like, he's setting up a terrtory(she's mine type of guy!). I was alittle skpetical about him. However, the second guy seems to back off and let the first guy take over. I dislike that. Again, I managed to avoid the first guy and approach the second guy to get to know him. The second guy is only stay there for a while. He had to go. He didn't tell me the reason. I just minding my own buisness. I went ahead and chat with the first guy. There is a game that we played. There is a 15 minutes break. As soon as we came back, this first guy put his arm around me then rub my back then he was trying to do something with my bra. I did looked at him puzzle. Then I went in seprate direction to sit down. The girl sitting next to me told him to stop embassing her. He said that I have to learn. I was like what do I have to learn about what? I didn't say and I didn't ask. However, in my mind, I was like, be careful. You could lose me so fast that you have no idea how that it happened.

In meantime, there is a 3 guys online. One I know from the university and other is introduce by my best friend and other I met at bar. I do like three of them, too. However, this guy who I was introduce from my best friend... He said that he have "semi-girlfriend", I was like, what is that suppose to mean? I choice to back off. I only questions to him relate to buisness since I was thinking about business. He is pursuing the business. I learned a lot from him. He has interesting perspective. This guy I met from university, I just happened to met him in the hallway. He is the one who start talking to me from the start. I was interesting in him; however, he broke up with his wife and isn't ready for relationship (how common is that??). It is same with other guy who I met at the bar, he broke up 14 years of girlfriend and isn't ready for a relationship, either. I find it so annoying especially when I am sorta intesting in the last 2 guy who isn't ready for relationship.

I wonder what else is new? Oh, there is two guy seems to be interesting in me at work, too. They work in different deptarment and different hours. However, one day, this guy happen to work overtime and he happened to have same break that I was on. I was kinda surprised that he sat on same table where I sat. We did chat for a little while. I admit that I am interesting in him, too. There is another guy who's interesting in me but I wasn't interesting in him at all. He reminded too much of my ex-finece(sp). I've tried to avoiding him but he always managed to find a way to approach me to say "hi" and I couldn't be rude so I say "hi" back. The guy who I liked... why couldn't he hurry up and asked me out? LOL But I did looked back and I realize that there were several guys liked me and I never did notice and I remembered that they never asked me out. I wonder why is that?

I do not want to ask him out because I remember when I did that, they get cocky and playing hard to get. I find that turn off. Should it be in girl's way... not boys?? LOL

Mistletoe

I never seen a real live mistletoe before other than I saw on tv where a couple kissing underneath. My mom pointed out and told me this is mistletoe in our backyard. At first, I was puzzle because all I see was a trees. However, I didn't notice there's something green on a tree that is bare... No leaves.. Just naked tree with a green leaves on it. I approach closely and pointed... that green-thing-y?? My mom nodded. I look at it closely. I couldn't resisit so I grab my camera. My mom asked me if I see any white berries. I was like... no I didn't. So my mom walked over and showed a few white berries on it. She warned me not to touch it since it is poision. If I happened to touch it then best to wash my hands.

Anyway, I didn't know that Mistletoe is actually a parasite and the tree is a host. Here's more info... Mistltoe-Wikipedia

A picture from my back yard, notice the brown branch is a tree and green branch is mistletoe?

Is this amazing? This is actually a Mistletoe... Next picture will be upclose of white berries...

There is two white berries, one is upclose blurring and other is more clear. Isn't beatiful?

New Year Resoultion of 2009

Mmmmm, two years ago, I looked up and find my old new year resoultion. It is about taking care of myself and I'm the pority(sp). Last year for new year resoultion is to lose weight. Well, one thing for certain that I've gained back. Ugh!

However, I couldn't make up my mind what's my New Year Resoultion. Other day, just before New Year day, I decided to look at my horoscope and I couldn't agree more!

"Even though it's not quite 2009, you are still primed to try something totally new. It's the best time to toss your plans and get going in a new direction on the spur of the moment."

That's Libra for me. That's when I decided, my new yeaw resoultion is making a new direction just on spur of moment.