restless leg sydrome, nerve system, thryiod diease, or nothing

Ya know?? Ever since I can remember, my teacher and my mom always called me ants in the pant. Yes, I couldn't be still in my leg which always constantly shifting. When I was in middle school, that's when my muscle cramp in my leg at night. It called charlie horse or nacturnal(night) cramp. It can be so extremely painful that I woke up in the middle of night. So painful that I do forget how to breath. Once I realize I was holding my breath(that was much later), I tried so hard to remind myself to breath when that happens. I scream for my daddy. Poor him, so helpless and didn't know what to do.

When I was in college, I slept with my ex. I woke up so suddenly as I grab my leg. My ex woke up and asked me what's wrong. I told him I got cramp in my leg. That's when he start gentle message in my leg and that took care of it and heal so fast!

When I'm no longer with him, I tried to message myself. It didn't work. I feel like the pain is ongoing and never ends. Once the pain stop. I really hate to get up in the morning because the sore feels same pain as the cramp everytime I walk. As I continue to walk, the pain goes away.

I remember when I first saw on tv commerical about restless leg sydrome(RLS). It was perfect description for it. However, that pill is when u have RSL almost everyday. I don't. It is only like once a month or two.

Other day, I was in a car and my mom was driving. I bobbing my right leg which it does happen many times in the past. My mom always asked me what's wrong? I said nothing is wrong. Then she asked me if I'm nervous, upset, or stress? She tends to determined that I'm one of them. Like, when there's exam, she dertermined that I'm stressing. When there's isn't anything in situation, she determined that I'm upsetting about something. It was really frasurated that none of them are true!! My mom is ually grab my leg and tell me to stop it so I managed to contol it so that's why it wasn't everyday.

One day, I did bobbing my leg and didn't relize I was doing it until my mom asked me what's wrong. Right there and then I knew what it was... I told her that was RLS!!!!!!! My mom was surprised! She said is that what it is? My respond, "yes!"

Until about three or four months ago, I feel tangle(sp?) and nearly numb in my finger tips. It is annoying. I have to put my hands down. Sometimes it works and other time, it didn't. Now it's starting to spreading in my arms. When I'm busy, like cooking, folding, or anything that I'm busy on table, I feel tangling. So I have to stop and put my arms down until circluation is better. It going back and forth. At night, both of my arms feels same as my legs as in RLS. No matter, how many toss and turns and different postions of my sleep isn't working.

So I looked up in the internet, saying might be lack of calium, or posstium(contain in banana) or water. I've drink a lot of water and I notice it did reduce my muscle cramp over few years, until, it came back. However, I still have RSL even I didn't have cramp. I've been talking multi-vitiamns including caluium and iron. My muscle cramp came back and in my arms are annoying.

Appearently, I need to visit doctor. For could be nerves system or throyiod deases, those what internet said. Or could be nothing.... But best for me to go and check by professional.

caught in between

Doesn't sound good, isn't it? Espeically when I'm in middle between my boss AND my boss' boss. Eeekkk!!

Since I'm not going to names name. I'm going to make this way. My boss is a male and my boss' boss is a female so you'll see him, her, he, and she.

The schedule kept changing on me. My boss says one thing while my paper schedule says another. It can be confusing.

Finally, My boss had told me that he wants me to come from Monday to Friday from now on and off on weekend. So I accepted. According to my paper schedule, I'm off Wed since my boss wants me to come. So I did. When I clock in, the computer said reject and have to get permission. So I spoke to secartary(at the desk) then spoke to another person who happen to be my boss' boss(that time, I didn't know). She told me to go bed, it is your off day. I told her, yeah but my boss told me to come, today. She said no, go home. I told her, yeah, but my boss told me to come on Monday to Friday from now on. She said that she will talk to him. Now go home. I was like, "ok." I back off quickly. She grinned and I think she notice that I back off. I left. I didn't went to bed. Instead, I was doing my errands.

Next day, I came to work. I saw my boss. He's working there, too. As soon as I finished my part, I went off and search for him. I found him and I spoke to him what happened yesterday. He wasn't happy about it. I also mention that I wasn't on schedule for next week. He shake his head (seem furstraed(sp)) and took a piece of paper and write down for my schedule from now on with his signture and date that he signed. It is Mon to Fri. Few moments later, I learned that was his boss. He also mention that he thinks that his boss is the one who change schedule behind his back(SHIT was first in my mind and I'm in middle of this). He said that he will talk to her about it. He said that he knows what this dept needs and she doesn't because she doesn't work in that dept. I refuse to say anything and I kept the paper.

Oy! What can I do about being stuck in middle? I hope the situation will resolve. If not, only thing I can think of is approach to them and tell them that I'm not going to get in the middle of this and this guy is my boss and I just follow what he wants and that's it. I'm sure that my boss' boss will understand because she's HR so her field is more of counsloring. While my boss had graduated and had BA in buisness degree. So, wait and see...

Please send good thoughts for me!

Lucky

I was lucky! Now, I'm not talk about hurricane.

Yesterday, I decided to bath my dog, Reese. She's really stink and possible stay in house for few days or so. Since the weather had been on and off raining. I decided to bath her in bathroom. I went to find something soft for my knees. I couldn't find it. So I grab the float device for swimming pool. It has some kind of thick suraform(sp?). It is not air-thing. So, put in bathroom for my knees as I bath Reese. After, I finished, I dry her and few minutes, she bolt outside. (There's bathroom where's lead to out to the pool). I left door open to keep fresh air in. Since it is raining outsie, I knew Reese would not hestate(sp) to come back. Anyway, I was standing on wet floor and not the thick foam. Somehow, my foot-flop went into slippery and both my feet is going like a bike ride in backward. I feel like I'm in cartoon moment. Everything had gone in split seconds that I didn't had time to grab something to hold like I usually do when I lost my balance. I landed on my butt on the thick foam. I sat there a little longer and wonder if the pain is going to show up but didn't. I thank my lucky stars that I landed on something soft and not on hard floor. I got up and feeling fine. I was relieved. By the way, Reese did came back.

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I couldn't remember my dreams other night. The only thing I remember it was sooo funny that I actually laughing in my sleep and woke me up. Eventually, I went back to sleep and I dream a different dream and again, it was funny that I laugh in my sleep. I woke up. I said to myself, I don't mind humor but I do need a sleep. So I went back and sleep and dream didn't bother me. I wish I remember what it was. It was first time that I actually laugh in my sleep. Kewl, huh? It is for me.

Mmmmm I'm still working in mornings @ 6am and 5 days a week. I'm not use to it even though, I work 6 hours. I was watching Coco Chanel(famous clothing designer and prefume). It is about a woman who before her fashion designer. She works from 7am in morning to 8pm in evening. It is 13 hours worth of working. I was really amazing how much women had to work like that. Anyway, I was amazing by her and how much she didn't give up her dream starting to designs and selling hats to fashion clothes to perfume. She's very independent woman who would wear men's pant and ride a horse that isn't allow woment to wear pants and didn't do side saddle.

I must be lucky to live such thing. I just couldn't wait to go back to school this Spring. I have mentally noted when first day start resigster classes so I can get it first before others.

I better go since it is late.

wwaahhhh!

Wwaaahhh! Sigh, I just learned that Stargate: Atlantis is cancel. First, it was Stargate: SG1 and now it is Stargate: Atlantis. I'm soo disappointed! There is nothing to watch on Friday, anymore. They picked weastling. Now why would weastling would fit for science fiction channel??? Weastling isn't science fiction!!

*sigh*

There's another news, seem like Hurricane is still coming to our side now. There will be heavy rain and winds. Possible tornados... Please send a pray or positive thoughts.

Thanks!

intense dream and other

I had annoying dream that I got fired, just because I didn't earn enough points to stay. Ironic, there's no such thing as points at work. My point numbers are too low so I was asked to leave and never return. I woke up and find that annoying.

Whatever it is, I dunno.

About other thing, I just bought new glasses about couple weeks ago and waiting to get it until yesterday. Since the popular style is thick and dark brown rim with square shape. It looks very much like a student-look.

I dislike thick rim, but I got thin rim with brudary(dark red color) and sorta square/retuanglar with a curve and not sharp coner. It's hard to explain. However, I think I look different with that on. Interesting part, no one mention about my new glasses at work.

Here's another story, it is about Oreo, black/white kitty. Yesterday, mom and I were getting ready to go out to do few errands. My mom didn't realize that she closed the lundry room door. That is where's potty pan is at. We left for about 4 hours and came home. Few minutes later, my mom open the door from laundry room to check on the clothes. I notice Oreo ran so fast. Anoter few moments, mom told me that he ran pass by her and quickly pooped in potty pan. He didn't take his time. He just turn around and pooped. Bless his heart for waiting very patience.

Unlike T-T, he wouldn't do that. In fact, he will poop in the middle of the living room.

Another news, hurricae Ike is coming to Texas. Look like it is going to East of Texas, while, we live in West side. However, I notice there will be small side that might hit Dallas. We just have to keep an eye out to see what direction would be really going plus chance of tornados. I'm just am glad that I will be at home this Saturday.

no title...

There's a lot to say but seems to me I have writer block at this moment.

Anyway, that is photo of my dog, Reese on my profile. That pix was taken last year. Notice grass is brown? This year, we started to water at night. My dad find a way to set up automatic. It start around 2am or 3am (I couldn't remmy). This year, the grass is alittle green. Well, it is green but not dark green like I use to see in East...

Well, in the East, the drought came in and no water in plants. A lot of plants had died and grass are brown as I saw on news last year and before that. If there is one house shows green which is dead giveaway and it charge ya for it. I don't blame the law for trying to protect the water. The lake was very low. I remembered, I used to live in South Carolina and drove to Gergoria. Most of my family lives in Gergoria. I notice the lakes, even large lake, the water is low. I can see the borderline of used to be water to red dirt. And the water is so low that the dock isn't in the water anymore. Every time, we passed by every year. It just getting too low. People seems like either in daniel or just didn't believe that it really happens. Some people needs physical proof. Like, we drove by and did see that.

The news didn't mention about how's weather this year for Gergoria.

Speaking of Gergoria, there is a small country that's next to Russia. Russia is trying to invading Gergoria. McCain did spoke up about enough with cold war that we had in past and enough is enough while Ombama didn't speak up. He just on vacation. Well, Prez Bush was in Florida with kids in one school while 9/11 happens. Soon after the schhol part done, he quickly left. My point is, I wouldn't vote for Ombama. He's too young and lack of experiences. Anyway, I agree with MaCain, enough with cold war with Russia. All those tension could increase chances to lead WW3.

Well, I am leaning more on McCain, now. I know he's old man and has family history of cancer... Maybe just for first 4 years? Not another 4 more years as 2nd term? Mmmmm? I really want good strong leadership for America.

I still have one whole month to think about it.

Good nite...

Update: Simba

Simba is alive and she got picked up this morning before she put to sleep! Yah!

Another updated, I'm working from 6am to 2:30pm this week. I just hope it wouldn't last too long.

I'm thinking about requesting my days off on my birthday. *grin*