Thursday, May 18, 2006

Thinking out loud

Did ya ever thinking out loud?

I notice some people were thinking out loud. Some said this is just thinking out loud so I may not say it right. I notice that some think before they say it and some didn't. Sometimes they regret by saying out loud wasn't intend to insutl anyone.

I did think out loud on my previous blog "Basic Facts" about the Peace Corps and my parents.

Well, let me go back to my words about searching for job and that I just started. Actually, I may did started few months ago here but I have been searching while I was in Washington DC (including VA and Md) then North Carolina then Gergoria (my close mentor is inviting me to stay at her place if I ever find job there), now in Texas. There's no luck in those area as I was hoping for. I didn't get any one decent interview. If I didn't get any interview then it must be something wrong with my resume? Or should I get more experience?

(Let you know this is going to be venting moment.) It's funny. Sepaking of experience, I did have couple of internships. While I was in college, I was searching for internship and I remember several internship did interview me through the phone. They were searching for someone who know how to handle the certain kind of a car if it breakdown. I was like "no, but I can learn." But they need someone that kind of area, too. It was like .... I want to work with animals and I have to know about cars stuff?? Are you telling me that I have to go back to techincal school and learn to be mananic (fix cars)?? I think that is ridculas. I am applying internships and they expect me to know all those like I have already had the experiences. It was like I do not have experiences but isn't that what internship is for? To providing you the experiences so you can get the job?? Duh!

I remember how frustrated for me to try to find internship but at least I got 3 interenships but it was really annoying when people seems to be very picky. However, I do not get any kind of job whatsoever. I would not going to work any kind of stores or restuarant. I did work as a cashier at grocery store and that's good enough for me. I hate it. I did remember there is one internship that I hate it, too. I prefer other 2 internships.

Anyway, speaking of Peace Corps, I've already checked it out and I realize I have to do few things first before I can apply. ppppfffttttt. Guess, it wouldn't be sooner but at least that's what I'm going to do. Mmmmm How can I find some kind of excuse to go to doctor to have my check up requirement according to the peace corps without my parents knowing it. I guess I'm going to find a way one or another without my parents knowing it. The job that I'm going to take it is risky. I found out that rape can happen while ya there. Mmmmm I wounder if I could take my dog with me to protect me. I kinda doubt it.

My dog, Reese, is very protective of me. I never forget of what she did. When my mom bothered me too much other day. I told her in serious voice that "What part of leave me alone that you don't understand?" I wasn't happy that she didn't respect my boundary when I asked her to. Reese jump on the couch of where I sat and get in between my mom and I. She growled at my mom. My mom and I were surprised that she growled at her. I figured that she figured out of my tone of voice when I was very serious about something she got the message that my mom wasn't respect me. I wanna to say good girl but I choice not to because I'm concern that one day she might decided to attack her.

I truly impressed with her and that she really didn't cease to amaze me. I'm glad that I got her.


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