Sun Rising

The shy sun is trying to come out behind the trees. I think sunset is pretter.

Anyway, how things going? Things are going okay. I think I'm doing better now since I've been getting rid of all the negative energy from my ex-N who inflence a lot on me. Sometimes it take a while to de-program myself.

Speak of de-program, there are still some christian music stuck in my head. I've already get rid of most christian music. I couldn't believe I wasted on those. I've still kept a few. I'm hoping to get rid of them soon. I know, the sooner, the better and that I need to de-program of what I was taught.

I still remember a lot of bible stories. One I did remember when Saul met Jesus on the road. It took him (I think) 15 years of de-programming of what he was taught when he was raised in. It seem like I have similar position. I hope that by 15 years I would be able to finished de-programed myself. It is going to be a long process road for me. One step at a time. One step at a time.

One thing that is funny, I could become an atheist if I don't have spiritual experiences. However, I do have the spiritual experiences. That's what made me continue to believe that spirituals are real. Guardian angels, souls, and many more for those who tires to explain. (Ghosts are question marks??? I'm still skeptical about ghosts. I will believe it when I see one.)

I better wrap things up.
Quote of the day, ""Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you feel that you, too, can become great." ~Mark Twain~