Don't lose your nerves

That's what my mom said. Don't lose your nerves.

I did contact several companies for relate to my education. All had same respond, "I didn't recieve your resume." Well, Geez! That's what they said 4 weeks ago and I called again second around and mention that they didn't recieve it and I send them again. Until I called and asked if they recieved them and yet they didn't.

I did asked them to send me an email when they recieved my resume and I have not recieved one email from any of them (and that's including my friend's job).

Doesn't that seem annoying? My mom said that don't lose your nerves. Remember, your friend, Jennifer took her couple years or so to find job.

I looked at my mom like "Don't remind me" I do not want to wait that long. My mom said that there is a young man at the grocery store did talk about trying to find job relate to his field and express how much frustrated to find it. *sigh*

I spoke to the guy about searching for the job, he said that after 9/11 people reducing their hiring. I wish that 9/11 never happened. Why didn't FBI do their jobs as they are suppose to do to protect the country. What about the president? I don't care who is who is fault and etc or who provoking it. Protecting is very important. I can't help but wonder what if more people from other country (or countries) will do anything just to destory America.

Talk about freedom and dreams here in America doesn't seem like that anymore.

Well, what can I say? Life goes on. I just do my best as I can and go on.

**I'm dreaming of the white Christmas,

just like the one I used to know.**