Thursday, July 20, 2006

I'm Nobody! Who are You?

I'm nobody! Who are you?
Are you nobody, too?
Then there's a pair of us -don't tell!
They'd banish us, you know.

How dreary to be somebody!
How public, like a frog
To tell your name the livelong day
To an admiring bog!

Written by Emily Dickinson.

Did you remember that you were taught in English class about Emily Dickinson? I thought that was most interesting poem that I've read when the English teacher told us our assignment to read it tonight for discussion tomorrow. It is just not one poem but several from Emily Dickinson.

I like it the way she writes. I guess maybe because it is different.

OT: (Just in case, OT means Off Topic)
Well, things are going alright around here. It just that it's soo hot! 110 to 10 for several days. According to my mom said that the A/C is on 76 but it would not go to cool it down. I asked my mom "why? is it so warm in the house?"

Mom told me that it is 81 degree in the house and it would not go any cooler even it is on 76 and A/C keeps on running. Geez!! I can't believe that. I just want to keep things cooler around here. We hardly do anything. I admit that I'm getting bored. Reese is just moping around. She doesn't do much either but wants my attention. Just imagine that border collie knows as high energy and she doesn't want to play. She gets real hot easy.

My mom's cat, Tom-Tom, he also gets bored. He wants to go outside and he doesn't want to go because it is hot. Either that, he will come outside for short time then comes in for long time then go back and forth.

The weather here is awful. When, Reese gets stink then I have to give her a bath. I wated until after 8:30pm so I can give her a bath outside without being in the hot sun. She get thrill of being wet even though she doesn't like to take a bath. After I finish giving her a bath, she's ready to play.

When it is late at night, I thought maybe it would be a little bit cooler but it is not. It feels like about 90 degree. My mom thinks maybe it's 76 degree outside. She decided to check the weather on the weather channel. I was right... Well, one point different, it is 89 degree outside at night. *urgh* I'm willing to go back to South Carolina or North Carolina in the mountians where it is not so hot. There is part of me not motivating to search for job here because of hot weather.

Oh, I almost forgot. I'm not going to Gergoria this August. My parents and I were discussing about several different things and decided not to go to Gergoria and postpone that for next year. Seem like I'm not going to stay Gergoria. FYI: I haven't discuss my parents about my plan to stay Gergoria. There are several things that my parents have to do. As for me, there are several things that I have to do, too.

So, right now, I'm still in job hunting. I didn't realize searching for a job can be tedious. I'm considering to try to do soemthing about it. I even thought about taking my dog to school for training and therapy dog. Maybe apply one? I won't be surprised that I might have to pay for it. I'm going to wait and see about that. There's a lot of option. One thing I do know is that I do feel like I wanna get outta here.

Right now, I feel like there is a spur of moment of wanna to do SOMETHING!

Well, it's getting late. I better get going and go to bed. I have a long day tomorrow. Thanks for taking time to read this and hopefully a feedback or suggestion from the strangers and friends.
Cheer!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Ugh, I can feel your frustration in regards to job search! Grrrr. Something to do with dog therapy sounds good. I really really hope you will find something!

I am with you on the hot weather. Can't wait for fall!!