SeaQuest JB

Jonthan Brandis! It is a bittersweet right after I watch SeaQuest. I bought DVD from the Wal-Mart. He played as Lucas Wolenczak as a young computer-wiz kid. He had committed suicide. Look up website thru Google search.

The moment I heard the named “Jonathan Brandis” my face was lighten up like a Christmas tree eagerly to hear what he is doing next for acting or director. When I head that he committed suicide, my face went off to shock. I was disappointed but at the same time I do understand. No one knows for sure. He didn't leave a note. He's clean. There is no trace found for drugs or alcohol. That is the information I found when I was reading thru website. I never met him nor do I know him. All I ever did was read about him. It is strange that I never met him but I did have a heartfelt of bittersweet that he's gone. My prayer goes to his family but mostly to his parents because he is the only child. Imagine how much grieves for the parents had to go through. I wonder how they are doing today.

He may have been gone but not forgotten. He is such a cutie guy and my first teen idol when I started to watch SeaQuest. The main reason why I watch SeaQuest is because I find anything relating to Ocean is so fascinating. I did fell in love with the TV shows called Danger Bay. I was looking forward to watch SeaQuest. That’s how I spotted Lucas Wolenczak. I think he did good job act

Jonathan Brandis, I can’t speak for you and your grief because I do not know you. However, I can guess how much pain that you have been through. You are in pain and yet feel empty and emotionless. Feelings and thoughts are seemed worthless for those people didn’t listen and believe you. You’re feeling alone even though so many fans love you but they don’t know you like I don’t know you. You had felt lost and no sense of direction. You have kept on digging at the bottom of the ocean where is so dark and cold. Kept digging and searching for a way out. There is no light to give you guidance that you need. You've kept digging. Until you finally gave up and stay in the dark pitch world full of cold and despair with no-one is around to support and give guidance that you needed the most. The pains are too strong that you are unbearable to handle. So, you made a quick and final decision that no-one and not even yourself to stop to kill yourself.

Farewell, Jonathan Brandis! I hope that you find peace afterlife!