True Love?

My True Love, where art thou?

My mom said that there are so many guys were just looking at you. I was like, Yeah, if they do then why can't one of them come up to me?

At the university was no luck.

So, instead, I decided to give a try. I was at the internship and I notice that there is a guy was just looking at me. I waited for a while and then finally I decided to approach to him just having the causal conversation. This guy seem kinda a little bit surprised but still continue to talk with me. Afterward, nothing happens, just casual converstation. That's it.

Another internship, I can tell this guy wasn't interesting in me at all until he heard my presentation. As always, there was presevtation at the end of the internship to see what you learn. He find me very interesting person and ironic, he approach and having converstation to my parents first then talk with me but nothing happens afterward. No exchange email adress or any contacts.



Oh, I joined with my parents to Hawaii right after the internship is over. Off to Hawaii, we went. I enjoyed being there and learn a few things such as their culture and poi. Poi is come from some kind of root and it's purple. It looks almost like pudding. I tasted it. It's just plain. Hardly even notice the flavor. Werid.

I remember something. Before my parents and I went to ceremony. I spotted a woman with blond long hair and very tanned. She was wearing a white dress but kinda almost see through dress. She just came out of Taxi and went inside the building. My mom told me that she's a prostitution. Yeah, I notice but why is she's there, I wonder. We were searching for parking space and found one.

As I went to that special ceremony where there's a normal tradition for Hawaii, there was a large group gather around and watch the performance. We have to pay first before we get inside (it is same for everyone else.) We were getting alcoholic drinks first and my favorite was Pina Colada. We gather around and sitting on the grass with the mat. I spotted the same lady who I saw eariler with the man. Something tells me that the man is paying for that. Somehow, he saw me. Later, I was watching performance and all. After a while, it was done, we move to the table and chairs. This time I saw the man disappear but the lady still there. Later, we were eating dinner and the man is not there with the lady. I thought that was odd. The performance was continuing on the stage while we were eating dinner. The man was giving information about their Hawaii tradition such as Poi and raw fishes. After the ceremony was over. I looked again and the man still not there and the lady sat and flirting others. (How rude that lady was by trying to sell herself.) There are so many married couples and married with kids. We left. My mom was telling me that when he saw you then he left real quick. I was like, "huh?"

I wonder what happen to him and what make him decided that way? Well, it doesn't matter because chances like that, I wouldn't date him, anyway. He wasted his money on her and the food that he didn't even eat.

I read somewhere it is best if the guy approach to you but many guys look at me and didn't have the guts to approach me. So, that's why I decided to go half way to see if the guy is willing to meet me in half way but never did. That's why I decided not to try to meet half way since guys do not seem willing to meet me another half way. I refuse to go out with a guy who wouldn't meet me half way. Mainly because of my ex-n, that's how I learn plus it would have a better marriage life if the guy is willing to meet you half way. That's my personal opinion and experience that I have had.

I look around and wonder, is there a true love out there? Or right under our nose?