WHOOO!! I slept hard today. I did set up clock alarm for noon. I accidently set up A.M. Yes, I went to be after midnight. So, I slept right through until 3pm. I woke up a little goggy but feels sooo good. What a strange dream, too! There's viking, celtic symbol, blue stone, mirror, and good looking hunks... They're TALL and BIG men. But they good-looking.. Not bum type with dirty long bread and etc. There are just nodding and gestures. There's very small converstation. I can't remember the converstation. There's some kind of meeting. It just jumped in different scene real quick like changing channel but same people. So, weird. But very nice way to sleep without interrprut.
Anyway, I'm going to the play again on Tuesday night because so many people signed up for it so they went ahead and add more for it. Lucky, I'm free this Tuesday night and Wedensday. Talking about perfect timing. For sure, I'm free Wedensday. However, I'm going to do errands around the house. Blah! Always doing errands... Nothing new. Haha!
Speaking of the play, it was good, tonight. I know one guy who also invovle that play. He only plays minor character; however, he did tried out the audition for Beauty and the Beast. OOoohhhh, that's my favorite Disney Movie..."Who could ever learn to love the Beast." Hehe, I also found out that guy is also playing the "beast". He is going to sing, too. There's a musical, too. If it is smiliar as the movie for songs and scirpts and words. GREAT! At least, I know what's going on when I am watching it. I'm pretty sure there will be interpreter for one night, too. So, I'm going!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I gotta see that play. It is one of several favorite Disney movies. *smile* Mmmm I may re-watch it before I go and watch the play.
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Monday, July 23, 2007
Nice Experiences
After few times of doing the play, it is really interesting experiences. I truly enjoy it dispite the fact that I hate to sweat when it comes to wear those costumes on hot days.
There's a few mess up on the lines but what make good acting real good is that pretending to be part of the scirpt when it isn't. Only we know the mistakes while the audience don't. Also, there's one person who didn't make it. Lucky, there's another back up. Even the back up memorize her own lines and try to memorize someone else's line messed up. It's really funny. I didn't laugh at the play. I just went on using my lines and continue like it was nothing. After the play is over, I did laughed. It's really so funny. I even laughed at my own mistake.
It's worth it! As I mention before, it's something different things to do. I noticed the differences. At the play, these people are doing this just for enjoyment because they're not getting paid. They're there having fun and they do take their parts sincerely. They're not playing around or wasting their time. They do thier teamwork so well. WAY better than my working dept. I feel like half the time, they don't do their parts. They just there to get the money and leave. THey're expecting someone else doing for them. Espeically when it comes to "young" kids. Like a mother do for them.
Anyway, My family and I are doing fine and that's including our pets. They're doing okay, too.
There's a few mess up on the lines but what make good acting real good is that pretending to be part of the scirpt when it isn't. Only we know the mistakes while the audience don't. Also, there's one person who didn't make it. Lucky, there's another back up. Even the back up memorize her own lines and try to memorize someone else's line messed up. It's really funny. I didn't laugh at the play. I just went on using my lines and continue like it was nothing. After the play is over, I did laughed. It's really so funny. I even laughed at my own mistake.
It's worth it! As I mention before, it's something different things to do. I noticed the differences. At the play, these people are doing this just for enjoyment because they're not getting paid. They're there having fun and they do take their parts sincerely. They're not playing around or wasting their time. They do thier teamwork so well. WAY better than my working dept. I feel like half the time, they don't do their parts. They just there to get the money and leave. THey're expecting someone else doing for them. Espeically when it comes to "young" kids. Like a mother do for them.
Anyway, My family and I are doing fine and that's including our pets. They're doing okay, too.
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Wow!
After been doing the real play twice, One on Friday and one on Monday, it was very interesting experience for me. One downside, the costume (still missing but have different one for back-up) is making me sweat and hot. Not only that but in the backroom is also hot. OY! Just a fan going on. Still, I hate to sweat. It's not my favorite thing. However, I manage to keep myself cool most of the time.
All in All, everything is good. I enjoy it even it is a short one but I do enjoy. Something different something to challenge myself that I never thought I would do but I did. It's truly a great experience for me as well challenge myself to soical more with other people. I'm so exciting and neverous at the same time when I jumped up on the stage.
Oh, It's funny. One guy messed up with the line but we all act like it was nothing and it is part of the play. Haha, My parents didn't notice. It's cool.
On Monday, I'm the one that messed up. Haha. I missed the line. Hehe. Again, I don't think anyone notice.
But my dad notice the other person messed up the line as well. I didn't know that because I wasn't there. I'm at the backstage that time.
I thought I would be less nervous at the 2nd play but ironic, I'm still nervous. I think that's because I do care and hope the audience enjoys the play even though I only play short one. Also, they are only focus on 2 women who plays the most.... The character are Helen and Annie. Which it is very normal. They are the main characters.
Oh, guess what? I have totally forgotten my work, today. I supposed to work. OY! I did called and informed and lucky, my boss... the sweet teamleader the one I mention to you about. Who's my favorite... Said that is okay and come in soon when I can. WHEW! So I came in an hour and half late. I'm glad that I'm okay. I'm working and working and it is busy since the days are sunny. Finally! I have been a chance to swim several times this week and last week. *sigh* I missed good swimming. I will be working tmw, too.
Lucky, I'm off Thursday but I do have so much more errands.
Oh, I almost forgotten to mention... My big toe have numbness and that I went to doctor... well he said that if there's one numbness then it should be sprending but it's not. He said that he thinks it has to do with pressure of small or pointed shoes that may caused it. He recommend me not to wear them. Which I don't always wear them. I just wear speical occusion. Mmmmm... Well, My numbness is still there but less. I will see doctor again end of this month to make sure that it doesn't spreading the rest of my toes.
Mmmm anything else? Well, that's all I can think of for now.
I better go!
P.S. Did I mention one of the teamleader who is lazy and doesn't do the work?? Well, that teamleader got fired... Yoohooo!!!! Man! Am I so glad? I do not like that teamleader. I feel like telling that lazy one to get your ass to work. Haha. Well, that teamleader got fired. Pppfffttttt.
All in All, everything is good. I enjoy it even it is a short one but I do enjoy. Something different something to challenge myself that I never thought I would do but I did. It's truly a great experience for me as well challenge myself to soical more with other people. I'm so exciting and neverous at the same time when I jumped up on the stage.
Oh, It's funny. One guy messed up with the line but we all act like it was nothing and it is part of the play. Haha, My parents didn't notice. It's cool.
On Monday, I'm the one that messed up. Haha. I missed the line. Hehe. Again, I don't think anyone notice.
But my dad notice the other person messed up the line as well. I didn't know that because I wasn't there. I'm at the backstage that time.
I thought I would be less nervous at the 2nd play but ironic, I'm still nervous. I think that's because I do care and hope the audience enjoys the play even though I only play short one. Also, they are only focus on 2 women who plays the most.... The character are Helen and Annie. Which it is very normal. They are the main characters.
Oh, guess what? I have totally forgotten my work, today. I supposed to work. OY! I did called and informed and lucky, my boss... the sweet teamleader the one I mention to you about. Who's my favorite... Said that is okay and come in soon when I can. WHEW! So I came in an hour and half late. I'm glad that I'm okay. I'm working and working and it is busy since the days are sunny. Finally! I have been a chance to swim several times this week and last week. *sigh* I missed good swimming. I will be working tmw, too.
Lucky, I'm off Thursday but I do have so much more errands.
Oh, I almost forgotten to mention... My big toe have numbness and that I went to doctor... well he said that if there's one numbness then it should be sprending but it's not. He said that he thinks it has to do with pressure of small or pointed shoes that may caused it. He recommend me not to wear them. Which I don't always wear them. I just wear speical occusion. Mmmmm... Well, My numbness is still there but less. I will see doctor again end of this month to make sure that it doesn't spreading the rest of my toes.
Mmmm anything else? Well, that's all I can think of for now.
I better go!
P.S. Did I mention one of the teamleader who is lazy and doesn't do the work?? Well, that teamleader got fired... Yoohooo!!!! Man! Am I so glad? I do not like that teamleader. I feel like telling that lazy one to get your ass to work. Haha. Well, that teamleader got fired. Pppfffttttt.
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Nightmare!
Me and my bad luck. Yes, it is.
Ya not going to believe this. Haha. My costumes were missing. It is the cap, skirt, and shirt. They're not there in the dressing room just like any other costumes. I was like... Where are they? I looked for it and can't find it. The lady who made the costumes, said look for outfit, don't try find labels. I did. No luck. I report to the Dirctor and Producer, they did look for it, too. Instead, I got another skirt that fit me but the top is too small for me. Lucky, there's a shawl that can cover up. I just hope they're not missing on my Friday night. This Friday, the real play starts. I couldn't believe it myself. Why would anyone wants this outfit? It's ugly. Haha.
Well, think of that,... Friday the 13th. It must be it.
Good news, my acting is improving tonight. *smile* I got a few postive compliant, tonight. I'm pating my own back for hard work. I can't wait to show that to my parents. When they come to see me. *grin*
Ya not going to believe this. Haha. My costumes were missing. It is the cap, skirt, and shirt. They're not there in the dressing room just like any other costumes. I was like... Where are they? I looked for it and can't find it. The lady who made the costumes, said look for outfit, don't try find labels. I did. No luck. I report to the Dirctor and Producer, they did look for it, too. Instead, I got another skirt that fit me but the top is too small for me. Lucky, there's a shawl that can cover up. I just hope they're not missing on my Friday night. This Friday, the real play starts. I couldn't believe it myself. Why would anyone wants this outfit? It's ugly. Haha.
Well, think of that,... Friday the 13th. It must be it.
Good news, my acting is improving tonight. *smile* I got a few postive compliant, tonight. I'm pating my own back for hard work. I can't wait to show that to my parents. When they come to see me. *grin*
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Exhuasted!
I never thought I'm so exhuasted in my whole life. I've been busy here and there even during rain and non-rain. Today is my day off. Guess What, I slept and woke up... After a while, I slept again and woke up. OY! I'm so tired. I went to swim for about an hour. Afterward, I slept, again. Good thing I did catching up on my Zzzzz. Because tmw will be another busy and the rest of the week. OY!
Speaking of excerise and try to keep it up. Girl! Ya mention this 3 weeks as a consistent habit, HECK! I've been doing for 3 months. Just for a few weeks I missed all those, next thing I knew I gain back to the orgional(sp) weight. Geez, talk about life's not fair. Haha. Oh, having my mom's support me... Nah, I don't think so. All she ever does is nagging. Haha. I know she means well but it can be annoying.
But swimming in the pool was sure nice. I did my excerise there. It's so much easier than being out in the heat... and HUMID. Last year, it was dry but this year, it's humid. That's werid way of Mother's Nature... and of course, global warming or is it El Nino or La Nina. Or all in three? Don't matter but all I can say weather's are having ups and downs lately. I'm so glad that the sunshine is still shine.
Speaking of excerise and try to keep it up. Girl! Ya mention this 3 weeks as a consistent habit, HECK! I've been doing for 3 months. Just for a few weeks I missed all those, next thing I knew I gain back to the orgional(sp) weight. Geez, talk about life's not fair. Haha. Oh, having my mom's support me... Nah, I don't think so. All she ever does is nagging. Haha. I know she means well but it can be annoying.
But swimming in the pool was sure nice. I did my excerise there. It's so much easier than being out in the heat... and HUMID. Last year, it was dry but this year, it's humid. That's werid way of Mother's Nature... and of course, global warming or is it El Nino or La Nina. Or all in three? Don't matter but all I can say weather's are having ups and downs lately. I'm so glad that the sunshine is still shine.
Saturday, July 07, 2007
SUNSHINE!!
Finally, it's about time! Since yesterday afternoon and today. I finally went to swim shortly yesterday and today. Sigh! Felt so good to swim. I did a few laps and I was out of breath. Oy! Is that obvious, I haven't been excerise lately. Trying to excerise and eat right are not that easy. I admit... I gain back to my oringial weight. Oh No!... I know, Oh well... I tried. I know, get back on my track again. How in the world do I manage to STAY in the track on longer terms?
Well, time goes on.
Meantime, I've been thinking about going on "Deaf Cruise".... What do you think?
I even thought about going alone but I don't know. Hey Jennifer, what do you think about going on Deaf Cruise?? Ever considering?
I'm off to find something to watch on TV.... If there is one.
Well, time goes on.
Meantime, I've been thinking about going on "Deaf Cruise".... What do you think?
I even thought about going alone but I don't know. Hey Jennifer, what do you think about going on Deaf Cruise?? Ever considering?
I'm off to find something to watch on TV.... If there is one.
Thursday, July 05, 2007
Love
Is love real?
Other day, I was at the resturant. I saw a really old couple. Their body are wrinkles all over. I see them sitting across from each other on the table. They're holding hands and looking at each other like I see the young couple who in love. When I saw that it made me smile, I often wonder what's that like. It's amazing to see them like that. I don't know if they're just met or are they still love after all those years.
Still, it's amazing me.
I often meet people who are already in a couple or have a lover. I asked, How do you know is he/she is the one? Most common answer, "I dream of that person then that's how I knew he/she is the one." Funny thing is, my first ex told me that he dreamt of me and asked me if I ever did. I told him honestly, "no, I didn't" He seems to be very disappointed. I told him I'm sorry. Do you want me to lie? But truth is every time I met a guy, I never dreamt of them. They dreamt of me. They said I'm the one. Why do I don't dream of them? I never did.
Until I met a person, I dreamt of that person. First time in my life, I fell in love and knew that person is the one. Sadly, I lost that person.
They said there are many fishes in the sea. Even that is true, would I find another love that like but different kind of love but still a true love? A soulmate? One of the kind? A kindred spirit?
There are people who would said no... There are people who would said yes...
Other day, I was at the resturant. I saw a really old couple. Their body are wrinkles all over. I see them sitting across from each other on the table. They're holding hands and looking at each other like I see the young couple who in love. When I saw that it made me smile, I often wonder what's that like. It's amazing to see them like that. I don't know if they're just met or are they still love after all those years.
Still, it's amazing me.
I often meet people who are already in a couple or have a lover. I asked, How do you know is he/she is the one? Most common answer, "I dream of that person then that's how I knew he/she is the one." Funny thing is, my first ex told me that he dreamt of me and asked me if I ever did. I told him honestly, "no, I didn't" He seems to be very disappointed. I told him I'm sorry. Do you want me to lie? But truth is every time I met a guy, I never dreamt of them. They dreamt of me. They said I'm the one. Why do I don't dream of them? I never did.
Until I met a person, I dreamt of that person. First time in my life, I fell in love and knew that person is the one. Sadly, I lost that person.
They said there are many fishes in the sea. Even that is true, would I find another love that like but different kind of love but still a true love? A soulmate? One of the kind? A kindred spirit?
There are people who would said no... There are people who would said yes...
Hate Rain
Yep, I found out that the rain does not stop on Sunday. It postpone, again. Okay, I had enough with rain. STOP! Please?
Beside that, we been cleaning, watching, and playing games. We play cards and checker, lately. We taking turn cleaning and cooking dinner. We taking turn to walk my dog, Reese. Plus, I missed the pratice. Thank Goodness because according to the news there's a flood on certian road where I suppose to come home from the pratice. OY! Good thing, I didn't went. There's another flood not far from our home, in fact, it is a lot closer than before. Oh Boy!
I went outside in the backyard, I feel like there's a swamp because not only muddy but there's water a large puddle of water in the backyard. It covers all the ground. The grasses are getting taller and taller. Reese had hard time going to the yard.
Like I said, enough of the rain.... It's getting bored and.... Please no more floods...
In meantime, I'm doing fine. My family and pets are doing okay.
Beside that, we been cleaning, watching, and playing games. We play cards and checker, lately. We taking turn cleaning and cooking dinner. We taking turn to walk my dog, Reese. Plus, I missed the pratice. Thank Goodness because according to the news there's a flood on certian road where I suppose to come home from the pratice. OY! Good thing, I didn't went. There's another flood not far from our home, in fact, it is a lot closer than before. Oh Boy!
I went outside in the backyard, I feel like there's a swamp because not only muddy but there's water a large puddle of water in the backyard. It covers all the ground. The grasses are getting taller and taller. Reese had hard time going to the yard.
Like I said, enough of the rain.... It's getting bored and.... Please no more floods...
In meantime, I'm doing fine. My family and pets are doing okay.
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Let It Rain!
Half don't mind and half do mind. I'm getting a little bored with the constantly rains. I want sunshine so I can go swim in the pool. Yet, I want rains only on my work days. Haha.
Well, I know that Mother's Nature don't always give what you want.
Well, I think that give me no exauses anymore. I have to start cleaning up and helping my mom cleaning up the house. Since there isn't anything else to do except maybe coloring/painting or any other indoor hobbies.
Reese had been begging for a walk. I managed to walk her during non-raining times but few minutes later, I feel one drop... two drops.... few more then got increasing. Of course, we get in the house before big fat rain drops on us. It was so thick rain that can make bubbles on the swimming pool. (Not ripples).... It's raining cats and dogs. I'm surprised that there isn't any flooding around here, lately. *knock on the wood* The ground is so soft, wet, and muddy. I have to wipe Reese's paws before going inside the house.
Well, I gotta go. ;-) before my mother is going to hit me in the head (not litereally). *SMILE*
Well, I know that Mother's Nature don't always give what you want.
Well, I think that give me no exauses anymore. I have to start cleaning up and helping my mom cleaning up the house. Since there isn't anything else to do except maybe coloring/painting or any other indoor hobbies.
Reese had been begging for a walk. I managed to walk her during non-raining times but few minutes later, I feel one drop... two drops.... few more then got increasing. Of course, we get in the house before big fat rain drops on us. It was so thick rain that can make bubbles on the swimming pool. (Not ripples).... It's raining cats and dogs. I'm surprised that there isn't any flooding around here, lately. *knock on the wood* The ground is so soft, wet, and muddy. I have to wipe Reese's paws before going inside the house.
Well, I gotta go. ;-) before my mother is going to hit me in the head (not litereally). *SMILE*
Sunday, July 01, 2007
Still raining....
Yep, it has been raining and it will be like that all week again. OY!
I did had sinus infection. Is this me, or am I starting to notice that I have sinus/allergy during raining seasons?? Anyway, I'm taking antibodic(sp) and tomorrow is the last day for me to take the pill. I do feel so much better! I won't forget to take the last pill.
Meanwhile, at the researsal, I finally memorizes all the lines. I realize it was short... really short but it's challenge because, truth is, it is my first time I ever done in hearing adience(sp). Lately, I've been doing around deaf people and deaf audience(sp?). My point is, this is the first time for me.(did I already mention that? Obvious, it is.) I'm nervous everytime I show up for pratice, I'm nervous as I'm going for a real play. Yet, I force myself to go for it. After all, I did made a small cast but worth it. Funny thing is, I do enjoy it even I pratice same thing over and over. My question is, would I get bored later on?
Who knows? I will keep on going to see how it goes.
My family are doing good and so do I. Our pets are fine. They're rascals every time.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Rain, Rain, and Rain
OY! There's a lot of rain around here for couple of days. Lucky, I get to sleep in and my favorite thing to do is snuggle in bed and knowing there's raining outside.
Of course, we go nuts by staying in the house so we decided to eat out, today. Turn out, there are several spots have at least one foot of water height and other are about 2 inches high. Oh boy! That doesn't looks good. So, we decided to go drive thru fast-food resturant and come home instead. Mom and I order Taco Bell and Dad order humburger from the burger resturant (not the common chain resturant. It's different one.) Dad don't like Taco Bell. Mom and I do.
;-)
We got home and ate our dinner while watching weather channel. Possible flash floods and tornados and blah blah blah. According to weatherman, it will be like that for a whole week. OY! Oh Boy! I couldn't believe it. I hope there wouldn't be any flash floods around here.
Oh I do have pratice of the play tomorrow evening but I dunno if I'm be able to go or not. So, wait and see about that. I already email to the director so she'll know. Even though it may not be necessary but still I would like to let her know, anyway. There is a rule that suppose to request a permission for one person to go with you to the pratice so, I already did request that. Ihope that she'll respond cuz it is sorta last minute. I did email her in the evening.
I finally manged to memorize the first several sentences... Now I need to memorize the last few statements.
Well, anything else new?
My parents are doing fine. Oh, my mom did asked me, "How do you feel about moving to Alamaba(sp)?" I said, "go for it and... I will continue to stay and go to school here. I will come home to Alamaba(sp) on vaction times." Of course, my mom wants me to do that by staying here so I can finish my degree. I got so use to move a lot, anyway. So what?!
Of course, I would miss my friends... espeically someone from Missiouri. But don't worry, that wouldn't happen in next year and a half. So, we will have a chance to meet again in few times, if the time permits. ;-)
Oh, we were busy decorting the house and changing things around until my mom finally satified the formal living room. Now, we are focus on formal dining room. As well, we are focus on Guest Bedroom and Guest bathroom, that is including shower with tub. It's big bathroom and small guest bedroom. However, it's still nice and simple. The only thing we need to do is change the curtian and clean the bathroom. That's all.
Oh, since my friends are not be able to come on Aug 1st, I decided to postpone my last day of working until Aug 10th instead. So that way, I can have the extra money. To prepare for next several weeks.... and getting ready to go back to college and Memorial Day Weekend (or is it Labor Day Weekend? I couldn't remember. All I know those are Mondays day-off.) On that weekend, I would go to Atlanta. Whoo-hoo!
:-D
Of course, we go nuts by staying in the house so we decided to eat out, today. Turn out, there are several spots have at least one foot of water height and other are about 2 inches high. Oh boy! That doesn't looks good. So, we decided to go drive thru fast-food resturant and come home instead. Mom and I order Taco Bell and Dad order humburger from the burger resturant (not the common chain resturant. It's different one.) Dad don't like Taco Bell. Mom and I do.
;-)
We got home and ate our dinner while watching weather channel. Possible flash floods and tornados and blah blah blah. According to weatherman, it will be like that for a whole week. OY! Oh Boy! I couldn't believe it. I hope there wouldn't be any flash floods around here.
Oh I do have pratice of the play tomorrow evening but I dunno if I'm be able to go or not. So, wait and see about that. I already email to the director so she'll know. Even though it may not be necessary but still I would like to let her know, anyway. There is a rule that suppose to request a permission for one person to go with you to the pratice so, I already did request that. Ihope that she'll respond cuz it is sorta last minute. I did email her in the evening.
I finally manged to memorize the first several sentences... Now I need to memorize the last few statements.
Well, anything else new?
My parents are doing fine. Oh, my mom did asked me, "How do you feel about moving to Alamaba(sp)?" I said, "go for it and... I will continue to stay and go to school here. I will come home to Alamaba(sp) on vaction times." Of course, my mom wants me to do that by staying here so I can finish my degree. I got so use to move a lot, anyway. So what?!
Of course, I would miss my friends... espeically someone from Missiouri. But don't worry, that wouldn't happen in next year and a half. So, we will have a chance to meet again in few times, if the time permits. ;-)
Oh, we were busy decorting the house and changing things around until my mom finally satified the formal living room. Now, we are focus on formal dining room. As well, we are focus on Guest Bedroom and Guest bathroom, that is including shower with tub. It's big bathroom and small guest bedroom. However, it's still nice and simple. The only thing we need to do is change the curtian and clean the bathroom. That's all.
Oh, since my friends are not be able to come on Aug 1st, I decided to postpone my last day of working until Aug 10th instead. So that way, I can have the extra money. To prepare for next several weeks.... and getting ready to go back to college and Memorial Day Weekend (or is it Labor Day Weekend? I couldn't remember. All I know those are Mondays day-off.) On that weekend, I would go to Atlanta. Whoo-hoo!
:-D
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Busy!
I've been so busy and I could not able to go to that convention and workshop for the deaf.
Plus, I have no luck finding another job. At least, I straighten out the schudule. That's all that matters. Soon, I need to update my schudule and I will make sure it is unavailable on certain dates, too. That's including Weekend. I'm not working on weekend, anymore! If they put me on that working day, I will be blunt and said I'm unavialable and I've written down 2 weeks before. I'm sorry that I can't be there. Good luck for replacement.
It felt good to be home. It's nice to be home in the evenings. I enjoy hot meals dinner with my family. It's nice.
I finally able to swim.. Twice so far. My parents had swim several times. I missed swimming already. I know I'm free Monday and Tuesday so I'm going to take an advantage to swim, too. *smile* Hopefull, there isn't rain much. It has been raining on my off-days. That's another reason why I couldn't go to swim.
Speaking of busy, I better get back to do my errands.
Plus, I have no luck finding another job. At least, I straighten out the schudule. That's all that matters. Soon, I need to update my schudule and I will make sure it is unavailable on certain dates, too. That's including Weekend. I'm not working on weekend, anymore! If they put me on that working day, I will be blunt and said I'm unavialable and I've written down 2 weeks before. I'm sorry that I can't be there. Good luck for replacement.
It felt good to be home. It's nice to be home in the evenings. I enjoy hot meals dinner with my family. It's nice.
I finally able to swim.. Twice so far. My parents had swim several times. I missed swimming already. I know I'm free Monday and Tuesday so I'm going to take an advantage to swim, too. *smile* Hopefull, there isn't rain much. It has been raining on my off-days. That's another reason why I couldn't go to swim.
Speaking of busy, I better get back to do my errands.
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Lost in Time
Wow!
After 2 years, I finally decided to contact someone whom I fell in love. I still do. That person had chosen to married someone else. I can't believe it. The reason why we cut off the connection is because of miscommunication and lack of understanding. Why in the world I contact that person after 2 years? It is because I felt there's unfinished buisness still hanging around in my heart. Plus, I felt ready to contact that person after I finally know who am I and gain my self-confordinant(strength). So, I did contact that person. I never thought I did but I did it.
Funny, that person was shocked and didn't think I wouldn't contact ever again. After few days, that person contact me and that's when we start discuss. I missed that person so much. It was great to hear from that person. After a long time of discuss, we decided to be best to be friends.
Part of me wishes that person would come and running but deep down, I know that will never going to happen. Yes, I'm disappointed. Yes, I did greive. Yes, I did cried softly and alone. My mom didn't know. At the same time, I felt so much better and more at peace, now.
It is diffcult to see someone you loved is in loved with someone else.
After 2 years, I finally decided to contact someone whom I fell in love. I still do. That person had chosen to married someone else. I can't believe it. The reason why we cut off the connection is because of miscommunication and lack of understanding. Why in the world I contact that person after 2 years? It is because I felt there's unfinished buisness still hanging around in my heart. Plus, I felt ready to contact that person after I finally know who am I and gain my self-confordinant(strength). So, I did contact that person. I never thought I did but I did it.
Funny, that person was shocked and didn't think I wouldn't contact ever again. After few days, that person contact me and that's when we start discuss. I missed that person so much. It was great to hear from that person. After a long time of discuss, we decided to be best to be friends.
Part of me wishes that person would come and running but deep down, I know that will never going to happen. Yes, I'm disappointed. Yes, I did greive. Yes, I did cried softly and alone. My mom didn't know. At the same time, I felt so much better and more at peace, now.
It is diffcult to see someone you loved is in loved with someone else.
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Floods
Wow! There were floods up in North Texas. Thank goodness, it didn't happened here. (Thanks to you, Dear God, for watching us.) Surprisely, the floods are not far from our home. There were a bad thunderstorm last night here. A real bad, the power went off and on ... then off and on... at last, it did turn off for a little while then back on. After a while, the thunderstorm started to quiet down. Oh, our swimming pool is overflowed, too. I mean there's a water on the patio from the swimming pool. Thank goodness it didn't flooded here. OY!
Speaking of Thunderstorm, I was in my bedroom with the door closed. I left Reese in the living room with the gate closed to prevent from her to coming through. Last night, seem like scared Reese shit out of her because she did knocked down the gate. According to my mom, she did hear the door bumping (their door is closed and go to their, not mine. Seem like she knows I'm deaf). My mom said that everytime there's a thunder sound the door was bumping. My mom thought that it was thundering shaking the door but it was really Reese, all along. Poor Reese. I should have known. I would let her come in my room for short time until the storm had passed. If she sees me calm then she is calm. I think that's why. Well, now I know.. from now on I will do that.
Well, I'm wide a wake from the napping in the afternoon. It sure felt good to stay home and do nothing for a day after I've been extremely busy for last few weeks. Just stay home for a day is wonderfully relax. Tomorrow and the rest of the week will be busy .... Again! Haha, I have to be careful of what I wish for sometimes, huh? Again, it's worth it. I feel more alive, somehow.
See ya later!
Speaking of Thunderstorm, I was in my bedroom with the door closed. I left Reese in the living room with the gate closed to prevent from her to coming through. Last night, seem like scared Reese shit out of her because she did knocked down the gate. According to my mom, she did hear the door bumping (their door is closed and go to their, not mine. Seem like she knows I'm deaf). My mom said that everytime there's a thunder sound the door was bumping. My mom thought that it was thundering shaking the door but it was really Reese, all along. Poor Reese. I should have known. I would let her come in my room for short time until the storm had passed. If she sees me calm then she is calm. I think that's why. Well, now I know.. from now on I will do that.
Well, I'm wide a wake from the napping in the afternoon. It sure felt good to stay home and do nothing for a day after I've been extremely busy for last few weeks. Just stay home for a day is wonderfully relax. Tomorrow and the rest of the week will be busy .... Again! Haha, I have to be careful of what I wish for sometimes, huh? Again, it's worth it. I feel more alive, somehow.
See ya later!
Monday, June 18, 2007
Don't taken for granted
Ya know what?
My mom is a big on "talking to EVERYBODY". Doesn't matter who... men, women, children, black, white... No matter. She talks to anyone. My mom told me that she spoke to one lady in ladies room. While mom washing her hands and the woman using curling iron to re-fix her hair. That lady was a manager by day and witress by night working the same resturant for 17 years and she's a single mom.
I was like... Oh boy! Don't take things for granted. I'm having luruxy life, right now. In fact, I'm off all week and going to pratice at the play. So far, I work one day a week and again next week. Oy! (Thank You, to dear God)
Speaking of pratice at the play... I went to pratice same scene... and I said "damn" again... when I suppose to say "freezing" Ugh! But afterward, I got it. I have to be careful.
Last Saturday pratice, it is different scene. I didn't memorize this time. I read from the book. Just like everybody else is doing it. Now I know what to memorize and this time I know I'll get it right.
Oh here's the funny part, There's crone voices and... doctor voice. Right after I said, "Good-bye, Annie" The Doctor is suppose to say the next line... for some reason that guy keep forgetting. He stood there and waiting for us to say something. The director told him that he suppose to say this line. He said, "oh!" blah blah blah... It is the same thing over again of the next pratice. (normally we pratice 6 times over and over. That's it.) He still made the same mistake. After I said, "Good-bye, Annie" I looked at him and pointed a finger at him, his face expression was like oh, that's right, I'm saying the next line.... "blah blah blah." I do not memorize his line. I memorize my line. We pratice again, the other girl (who's Crone number 2) she pointed finger at him, too. Hahaha. I laughed at his mistakes as well I lauged at mine. pppfffttttt
We all are not perfect.
Oh by the way, there's another deaf lady finally showed up; however, she knows... no sign language at all. She look like almost same age as I am. She's a massage therepist and she having hard time dealing with clinets because of her "accent" I can tell her "accent" is really not so great voice... It's more of....very much deaf person's voice. I was surprised that she managed without sign language. Deep down I know that she's strugge and I also know that she doesn't realize that because she grow accustomed to it for long time. It is best to use sign language when talking to costumers because I notice that they will be more open and say it more clearly. They seem will try to work with you as willing to meet half way with you. That make it a lot easier. If they don't know that I'm deaf, I notice they tend to be thinking that I'm rude when I'm not. It is easier that way for hearing people to know that there are some deaf people are working.
I felt sorry for her as well to a lot of deaf people who raised oral and never knew sign language. Part of me that I'm glad that I learned. Even though I did raised oral but it is best to combine. Teaching oral and sign language are the best thing in the world but that's just my opinion based on my experience.
:-)
My mom is a big on "talking to EVERYBODY". Doesn't matter who... men, women, children, black, white... No matter. She talks to anyone. My mom told me that she spoke to one lady in ladies room. While mom washing her hands and the woman using curling iron to re-fix her hair. That lady was a manager by day and witress by night working the same resturant for 17 years and she's a single mom.
I was like... Oh boy! Don't take things for granted. I'm having luruxy life, right now. In fact, I'm off all week and going to pratice at the play. So far, I work one day a week and again next week. Oy! (Thank You, to dear God)
Speaking of pratice at the play... I went to pratice same scene... and I said "damn" again... when I suppose to say "freezing" Ugh! But afterward, I got it. I have to be careful.
Last Saturday pratice, it is different scene. I didn't memorize this time. I read from the book. Just like everybody else is doing it. Now I know what to memorize and this time I know I'll get it right.
Oh here's the funny part, There's crone voices and... doctor voice. Right after I said, "Good-bye, Annie" The Doctor is suppose to say the next line... for some reason that guy keep forgetting. He stood there and waiting for us to say something. The director told him that he suppose to say this line. He said, "oh!" blah blah blah... It is the same thing over again of the next pratice. (normally we pratice 6 times over and over. That's it.) He still made the same mistake. After I said, "Good-bye, Annie" I looked at him and pointed a finger at him, his face expression was like oh, that's right, I'm saying the next line.... "blah blah blah." I do not memorize his line. I memorize my line. We pratice again, the other girl (who's Crone number 2) she pointed finger at him, too. Hahaha. I laughed at his mistakes as well I lauged at mine. pppfffttttt
We all are not perfect.
Oh by the way, there's another deaf lady finally showed up; however, she knows... no sign language at all. She look like almost same age as I am. She's a massage therepist and she having hard time dealing with clinets because of her "accent" I can tell her "accent" is really not so great voice... It's more of....very much deaf person's voice. I was surprised that she managed without sign language. Deep down I know that she's strugge and I also know that she doesn't realize that because she grow accustomed to it for long time. It is best to use sign language when talking to costumers because I notice that they will be more open and say it more clearly. They seem will try to work with you as willing to meet half way with you. That make it a lot easier. If they don't know that I'm deaf, I notice they tend to be thinking that I'm rude when I'm not. It is easier that way for hearing people to know that there are some deaf people are working.
I felt sorry for her as well to a lot of deaf people who raised oral and never knew sign language. Part of me that I'm glad that I learned. Even though I did raised oral but it is best to combine. Teaching oral and sign language are the best thing in the world but that's just my opinion based on my experience.
:-)
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Stress and Smile
(Look like I do have time to write this)I know I do. I'm so stress. I'm so nervous about going back to school as well pratice at the play. Even though, It wasn't the real play until July. However, I'm still nervous. I'm going to pratice again this coming Wed. I'm nervous.
I'm so nervous about going to University. I'm tempting not to go but deep down I have to because I want to and I want to graduate. Part of me don't want to go and part of me do want to go. *sigh* it is only about 2 months. I have to be patience and keep on going. Time will fly so fast before I know it.
You know? Everytime I feel nervous, I just remind myself to smile. I notice when I smile, it gave a booast of self-confidence and the nervous seem to reduce. Plus the smile helps to relax me. It works for me.
I can't believe this is summer already. The spring had gone. I wish there's some way I could.... Well, go back in time busomehow know there"s no way to go back in time. Time seems no longer slow, anymore. I wonder what the world be like in next 10 years as well as 20 years.
I'm so nervous about going to University. I'm tempting not to go but deep down I have to because I want to and I want to graduate. Part of me don't want to go and part of me do want to go. *sigh* it is only about 2 months. I have to be patience and keep on going. Time will fly so fast before I know it.
You know? Everytime I feel nervous, I just remind myself to smile. I notice when I smile, it gave a booast of self-confidence and the nervous seem to reduce. Plus the smile helps to relax me. It works for me.
I can't believe this is summer already. The spring had gone. I wish there's some way I could.... Well, go back in time busomehow know there"s no way to go back in time. Time seems no longer slow, anymore. I wonder what the world be like in next 10 years as well as 20 years.
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Today
At work, I found out that there's a new schudule for next 2 weeks. I checked. I found out that I'm working Wed and Sat. I can't work that 2 days. I have already written down I'm available only Sunday and Thursday. I decided to speak up. I spoke to the teamleader. He said that I must write that down two weeks advandance and I told him that I did. He was like.. Huh? So we went to look over the schudule. I told him there's written unavialdable those days but not on Wed and Saturday... but I'm unadvialable those days, too. Seem like they mess up with that. Because I only said I'm available ONLY Sunday and Thursday. That's all. I didn't say this is not my fault they put me in on Wed and Saturday. I made that clear I can't be there. (period) So, He did contact two different people who will take my place. Finally, he got it for me. I was relief. Pat my back for stand up this time. Pppffftttt. He also contact to the lady who put the schudule on computer to fix that so that way it will be until July 13th. The schudule will change, again. If somebody mess that up. I will stand up to it, too. I will not put it up with that anymore. I will make sure that I'm clear about my schudule of what I'm available and what's not.
Finally!
Finally!
Friday, June 08, 2007
$$$$$$$
Funny, I just realize, everytime, we make plans to go to Mexico for vaction (or any places for vaction) or going to Georiga to visit family. My parents and I ended up talking about where to put our pets? How can we afford for their place to stay? Etc and etc. It ended up it's all about $$$$$ Money. Every subject of planning to do something is usually ended up $$$$.
I realize, we didn't go anywhere because of our pets. How in the world can we do for our pets??
Anyway, What a long week?! OY! I'm still busier as ever. So chances that I might not be able post blog as much as often.
Speaking of the play that I'm invovle, there's a word "damn" in the script. I was told to follow exact words from the script so I use that word "damn" People and kids were giggling. I was like... Well, what can I do? My director told me to use "freezing" instead. Again, I made a mistake I blab on "damn" instead of "freezing" until the last pratice, I finally get the word "freezing". There were still giggling every time I use the word "damn" Geez, I wish I was told before I memorize it. It makes it easier if I do. That way I wouldn't be making mistake and blab on "damn" word. *grin* Well, I do know that we are humans and we do make mistake. I do not like the idea of blab on cursing words front of kids. Oh well, seem like the kids know somehow. It was very interesting experiences and I met a few people along the way. One lady I had hard time understanding her, I found out that she have accents and she's from Noriewign(sp). There's a guy. After talking to him, I found out that he can be measiouvious(devilish) in him. He's cute. Oh, there's volunteer interpreter came. I was surprised that she's there. I didn't expect that. It was very nice of them to contact interpreter to come over. It is very helpful. I also found out that there will be newspaper about me in the play. OY! I was thinking, I'm getting famous, now. Haha. I mean, I was in newspaper in Kiderngarden(sp), High School, beauty paragent(sp), Internship, and now this. What's next?
There's so much to do this summer. I have dr appointments, VR appoitment, School appointment, Reese and Tom-Tom's vet appointment, I have other appointments. I have many different things that cramed up this month. Can you believe? I sorta wish I didn't postpone my previous dr appointment. Oh I have another appointments(did I mention that already?). I feel like there's a cartoon train in my head that said over and over, "I think, I can. I think, I can. I think, I can. I think, I can. I think, I can. I think, I can. I think, I can. I think, I can. I think, I can. I think, I can. I think, I can. I think, I can." Why in the world I pick the most busiest moment in my life is this summer? Why don't I join the play last summer, after all, I didn't do anything last summer. Only thing I do was swim, swim, swim, swim almost everyday. This past month, I only swim one day. That's it. Just one day worth to swim. I couldn't believe it. Hahahahahahahahaha. Oh well, at least, I did enjoy my moments last year summer and even just one day swim this month. Oh, it is only June the 8th so, there's a time. I hope.
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I'm so glad there's re-run shows. Sadly, Stargate haven't finished up, yet. Because it suppose to start March but postpone to April. Now everything postpone for this month to finish. Guess what? I missed my favorite show tonight (which is stargate), already! Well, there's always re-run.... and there's a chance for me to buy it once the DVD comes out. When life is busy, sometimes, you just have no choice but to miss the show but the show must go on and so do we.
Live goes on and on and on and on and on and on............... For some reason, I know I would enjoy this summer.

Monday, June 04, 2007
Honey
I rememberd that about a month ago, I did have allgery popped up. My nose was runny and sore throat. First thing, I did was drinking Lipton Green Tea with cirtus bottle. I notice how that drink really soothing to my throat. When I stop drinking, my sore throat came back so I kept on drinking and drinking. I kept on buying until end of the day, my sore throat was gone. I was so glad. Plus, I did take allergy medication for my nose before I know it, I feel so much better.
I realize I didn't drink that bottle so I decided to buy a pack of 12 bottles. By the way, it contains honey, too. According to my mom said that to help the sore throat it is highly recommend to have honey/lemon drops. No wonder, plus the green tea has highly antioxidants, too. Tonight, I feel so much better already after drinking 3 bottles. It's worth it. My nose and throat are getting better. My energy is coming back. From now on, if there's a slight possible of allergy popping up, I will get those quickly as possible. So, that will help heal up quickly.
Speaking of honey, back in the acient times during egypt, there's a man named Imhotep. He's scientist himself. According to the Explorer channel that I watch, he wrote down everything for medical. Archology did found many bones that had been repaired back nicely compare with others that doesn't. Imhotep used honey over wounds. Honey helps killed the baterica. I learned something new about that. That attract my attention.
Anyway, I missed work for couple of days as well as my first day of rehersal because of my sinus infection was affecting me. I couldn't funcution. Of course, I have a lot of rest and sleep for couple of days helped to build my immune system, too. Thank goodness it was shorter period. Sometimes, I really don't like longer period because it does bored out of my mind. Flu, I wouldn't be bored but sinus infection, I'm too bored to stay in bed and yet I don't have energy to get up and do something.
I think I'm ready to go back to work tomorrow. Maybe a little bit late to be sure I am not so weak by then.
Speaking of work, I better get to bed, early.

Friday, June 01, 2007
Allergies
Don't you hate that?!? I do! Urg, when it comes so much rain, I mean it was pouring for nearly few months. I never thought this is TEXAS could be rain so much here. So that means.... Mold's pores, Oh Gawd, I'm soooo allgergic to mold's pores as much as the dust. How can I breath that thing? Well, for one thing for certain, I couldn't sleep last night. None of the allegry medication is helping me... WAHHHHH. Yeah, poor me, I couldn't sleep. Nose runny and sniffing and stopped up, I couldn't breath. When I breath thru the mouth, it will get so dry.... Okay... enough with that.
I went to work today still feeling gorggy and tired. I still keep on working and working. Until my team leader told me, go home early. Of course, I had my eyes wide open unexpected that my TL told me to go home early. HECK!! Why not? So I left at 9pm tonight.
Thanks to that sweet TL. He's really a sweetie and very kind but sometimes he can be a flirt, too. Still, he's a sweetheart and very understandable. I'm so lucky to have him there tonight. I wonder if he notice how tried I was as well as hard worker. *s* That Sweet TL is usually take his time to explain things that I didn't know about. Others TL didn't explain and one/several of my co-workers act like they don't know anything every once in a while.
Like I said, that sweet TL let me go home early. It is very nice!
I went to work today still feeling gorggy and tired. I still keep on working and working. Until my team leader told me, go home early. Of course, I had my eyes wide open unexpected that my TL told me to go home early. HECK!! Why not? So I left at 9pm tonight.
Thanks to that sweet TL. He's really a sweetie and very kind but sometimes he can be a flirt, too. Still, he's a sweetheart and very understandable. I'm so lucky to have him there tonight. I wonder if he notice how tried I was as well as hard worker. *s* That Sweet TL is usually take his time to explain things that I didn't know about. Others TL didn't explain and one/several of my co-workers act like they don't know anything every once in a while.
Like I said, that sweet TL let me go home early. It is very nice!
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