Love

Is love real?

Other day, I was at the resturant. I saw a really old couple. Their body are wrinkles all over. I see them sitting across from each other on the table. They're holding hands and looking at each other like I see the young couple who in love. When I saw that it made me smile, I often wonder what's that like. It's amazing to see them like that. I don't know if they're just met or are they still love after all those years.

Still, it's amazing me.

I often meet people who are already in a couple or have a lover. I asked, How do you know is he/she is the one? Most common answer, "I dream of that person then that's how I knew he/she is the one." Funny thing is, my first ex told me that he dreamt of me and asked me if I ever did. I told him honestly, "no, I didn't" He seems to be very disappointed. I told him I'm sorry. Do you want me to lie? But truth is every time I met a guy, I never dreamt of them. They dreamt of me. They said I'm the one. Why do I don't dream of them? I never did.

Until I met a person, I dreamt of that person. First time in my life, I fell in love and knew that person is the one. Sadly, I lost that person.

They said there are many fishes in the sea. Even that is true, would I find another love that like but different kind of love but still a true love? A soulmate? One of the kind? A kindred spirit?

There are people who would said no... There are people who would said yes...