(I didn't either until now) you can skip master degree and go straight to PH.D.
Kewl, huh??
I just visit other graduate university. I'm so glad that I get to visit several universities. There is 2 more that caught my interest... However, I'm going to pick one that is nearby. Yep, there is another one I haven't visit.
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Hope for the best but prepare for worst
Yeah, when my mom had heartburn. She thinks that is her stress. She kept trying to explain that she tried her best to think positive but there's part of her also thinking worst possibile couldn't happen the she repeat but she's trying to think positive at same time. I said to my mom, don't u mean hope for the best but prepare for the worst. My mom said yeah! she seem relieved that I understood her.
Here's possiblity of good news, my dad received a phone call from his boss. He told him that there's a guy might have to have early retirement due to medical reasons.
So my dad did contact and had on phone interview. The man told my dad that might be intense training. Since there is differences between heltercoper(sp) and planes. My dad said, not a problem for he had experiences working at Eastern Airlines(same as Delta, American Airlines) until Eastern closedthe man did reponsed COOL! As he sounds impressive.
If the man hired my dad then it would be under same company and the company will pay the moving. Yes, my parent might move back to Gergoria. It will be Northern part where's mountains and snows. Mmmm sounds lovely isn't it? However it is not for certain but highly possible. *fingers crossing*
Even though, my parent moved out. I'm staying here. My mom thinks that school is also free there in Gergoria. I kinda doubt it so I ask a deaf friend who is from Gergoria to make sure, if I live in-state over a year then I will be in school for free. Turn out, that it is not free.
So I'm staying here for real. What makes me nervous is that I'm alone here and what if there's emergency or car break down. Who should I contact to? There's no family here. Friends, I haven't been really close, here in Texas.
Here's possiblity of good news, my dad received a phone call from his boss. He told him that there's a guy might have to have early retirement due to medical reasons.
So my dad did contact and had on phone interview. The man told my dad that might be intense training. Since there is differences between heltercoper(sp) and planes. My dad said, not a problem for he had experiences working at Eastern Airlines(same as Delta, American Airlines) until Eastern closedthe man did reponsed COOL! As he sounds impressive.
If the man hired my dad then it would be under same company and the company will pay the moving. Yes, my parent might move back to Gergoria. It will be Northern part where's mountains and snows. Mmmm sounds lovely isn't it? However it is not for certain but highly possible. *fingers crossing*
Even though, my parent moved out. I'm staying here. My mom thinks that school is also free there in Gergoria. I kinda doubt it so I ask a deaf friend who is from Gergoria to make sure, if I live in-state over a year then I will be in school for free. Turn out, that it is not free.
So I'm staying here for real. What makes me nervous is that I'm alone here and what if there's emergency or car break down. Who should I contact to? There's no family here. Friends, I haven't been really close, here in Texas.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Success!!
Finally, we did sold a lot of stuff at the yard sale. However, there's still more left over. We brings those back in the house. According to my mom, there is more stuff in the attic that we want to get rid of.
There's a guy who seems interesting in those stuff. When my dad told him there's more stuff upstair. He said that he will come over and help us... Other words, he get these stuff first before others. Haha.
We can get all the help we need. We got a little over 300 bucks! But we are going to use them for new tires on one car. So we have leftover for one hundred bucks. Since it has been a while that we ate out. So we did. We pick a reasonable price for resturant. We didn't pick an expensive one.
Tomorrow, I'm going back to work. I had hard time getting up this morning. Ugh! Not only that, I've been working at home. Now I'm back to work at work. Blah! No time for recuprate. I had intense dreams about at work. It must be antixity(sp). I hate that for it is recurring dreams. I never had recurring dreams before until now.
Oh, we are going to have one more yard sale this Saturday. It is really helpful when put one dollars to 20 dollars.
My mom wouldn't sale anything that's expensive. From what I understand that we are going to hold them for a little while.
There's a guy who seems interesting in those stuff. When my dad told him there's more stuff upstair. He said that he will come over and help us... Other words, he get these stuff first before others. Haha.
We can get all the help we need. We got a little over 300 bucks! But we are going to use them for new tires on one car. So we have leftover for one hundred bucks. Since it has been a while that we ate out. So we did. We pick a reasonable price for resturant. We didn't pick an expensive one.
Tomorrow, I'm going back to work. I had hard time getting up this morning. Ugh! Not only that, I've been working at home. Now I'm back to work at work. Blah! No time for recuprate. I had intense dreams about at work. It must be antixity(sp). I hate that for it is recurring dreams. I never had recurring dreams before until now.
Oh, we are going to have one more yard sale this Saturday. It is really helpful when put one dollars to 20 dollars.
My mom wouldn't sale anything that's expensive. From what I understand that we are going to hold them for a little while.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Stressed
Spell backward... "Desserts"... Lots of chocolate didn't do any cure... My mom is seems to be more stress than my dad but then again maybe both is in equal. Just that my dad did managed to hold back and later he will blew up. Which it is not unusual. Right now, my mom and I are on and off aguring. Even though it is pretty good news that my dad recieved phone calls yesterday morning from his boss that he wants my dad to stay for one month. It is not going to be easy road.
Right now, our goal is to sell the house. This Friday and Saturday, we are going to have yard sale again but this time the cost will be 20 dollars or less. Anything to sell quickly as possible.
Meanwhile, my mom wants me put certian oil paintings and etc to have it sale on Craiglist. Since I've been trying to take a picture by getting better lightening than using the flash. Because the flash makes the oil painting glare and couldn't hardly see the pictures itself. So I have to move around. My mom didn't like it. In fact, she starting to fuss at me. She said forget the craiglist.
I was like... okay... I'm trying to help but it did no good. I did promised to put it back the way it was but... my mom wouldn't let me talk. She said that if I open my mouth one more time then she'll going to scream. I just rolled my eyes and walked away.
There's another example. My laundry day is usually Sunday evening and Dad's Sunday morning and my mom is Monday. My mom interpruted my laudry day on Sunday. So I started on Monday. My mom fussed at me and tell me that is her laundry day. I told her, that she's interpruted. Then she said to me that all I want is to agrue. I was like, GEEZZZ.
Today, I suppose to be helping around the house but I couldn't stand being around my mom. So I ended up going to library and write this and explore internet and checking emails and etc.
I wish I have my own special's place where no-one is around. And I'm not talking about the park or library. I'm talking about like nobody is around, not even walking by and etc. I want to go where I could have a paradise of private propety that I own and no one knows where it is. And maybe have some kind of miniture cabin or cottage that is size of one room like an old-fashion one room red school back then. Just seprate with large bathroom. Would be nice!!
It has been over an hour and I better go.
Right now, our goal is to sell the house. This Friday and Saturday, we are going to have yard sale again but this time the cost will be 20 dollars or less. Anything to sell quickly as possible.
Meanwhile, my mom wants me put certian oil paintings and etc to have it sale on Craiglist. Since I've been trying to take a picture by getting better lightening than using the flash. Because the flash makes the oil painting glare and couldn't hardly see the pictures itself. So I have to move around. My mom didn't like it. In fact, she starting to fuss at me. She said forget the craiglist.
I was like... okay... I'm trying to help but it did no good. I did promised to put it back the way it was but... my mom wouldn't let me talk. She said that if I open my mouth one more time then she'll going to scream. I just rolled my eyes and walked away.
There's another example. My laundry day is usually Sunday evening and Dad's Sunday morning and my mom is Monday. My mom interpruted my laudry day on Sunday. So I started on Monday. My mom fussed at me and tell me that is her laundry day. I told her, that she's interpruted. Then she said to me that all I want is to agrue. I was like, GEEZZZ.
Today, I suppose to be helping around the house but I couldn't stand being around my mom. So I ended up going to library and write this and explore internet and checking emails and etc.
I wish I have my own special's place where no-one is around. And I'm not talking about the park or library. I'm talking about like nobody is around, not even walking by and etc. I want to go where I could have a paradise of private propety that I own and no one knows where it is. And maybe have some kind of miniture cabin or cottage that is size of one room like an old-fashion one room red school back then. Just seprate with large bathroom. Would be nice!!
It has been over an hour and I better go.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
unsuceeded
No wonder why!! Somebody had removed several of our yard sale signs!! What an assholes!!??!
update
Consider yourself luck that your parent is still living under the roof in their house.
Right now, we are at higher risk of becoming homeless and bankracpty if we didn't sell the house within by end of December.
Today, we are having yard-salel. My mom is in heart-wrenching to sell the good stuff espeically the french-country oil painting. It is my mom's favorite. I asked her if she want me to buy it. She said no since I'm in the same situation. She's right. I have to save my money.
Right now, it has been over an hour and no one is stopping by. They just drive by and looked. There's one car drive by about 6 times. Mom said they are trying to steal it. If both is bored and decided to stay inside.
If that doesn't work, I'm going to try on ebay. I never done on ebay before. Any suggestion of how's that work or start it up. Mom said she don't have time to do it. I'm going to give it a try. I may start french and french-country oil painting on ebay.
Damn it!! I saw the house for sale and it is right next to us.... There is another house for sell few door next to us. That house has been trying to sell for over 3 months now.
Mom said, we may have to pack our clothes and leave until the first payment didn't pay, that's when the bank foreclousre it. We just take what we got. My mom dislike the idea but we may go back to poor white trash living in tailer(sp). We did lived like that long time ago. Just that mom wasn't her idea way of ending retire and too old to go try start over again. Since my parent had worked so hard to build up and going up the stairs to have better life than their parents. Now, they may go back to rock bottom.
One man did came and check out and he said, those stuff are way too nice to buy. He's look for some kind of junk. Haha. However, he suggestion craglist. I had forgotten about craiglist since it is free to sign up for it. So, once bring those stuff in, I will take a pictures. If anyone curious, or might be interesting to buy. Let me know before I post on craiglist.
Right now, we are at higher risk of becoming homeless and bankracpty if we didn't sell the house within by end of December.
Today, we are having yard-salel. My mom is in heart-wrenching to sell the good stuff espeically the french-country oil painting. It is my mom's favorite. I asked her if she want me to buy it. She said no since I'm in the same situation. She's right. I have to save my money.
Right now, it has been over an hour and no one is stopping by. They just drive by and looked. There's one car drive by about 6 times. Mom said they are trying to steal it. If both is bored and decided to stay inside.
If that doesn't work, I'm going to try on ebay. I never done on ebay before. Any suggestion of how's that work or start it up. Mom said she don't have time to do it. I'm going to give it a try. I may start french and french-country oil painting on ebay.
Damn it!! I saw the house for sale and it is right next to us.... There is another house for sell few door next to us. That house has been trying to sell for over 3 months now.
Mom said, we may have to pack our clothes and leave until the first payment didn't pay, that's when the bank foreclousre it. We just take what we got. My mom dislike the idea but we may go back to poor white trash living in tailer(sp). We did lived like that long time ago. Just that mom wasn't her idea way of ending retire and too old to go try start over again. Since my parent had worked so hard to build up and going up the stairs to have better life than their parents. Now, they may go back to rock bottom.
One man did came and check out and he said, those stuff are way too nice to buy. He's look for some kind of junk. Haha. However, he suggestion craglist. I had forgotten about craiglist since it is free to sign up for it. So, once bring those stuff in, I will take a pictures. If anyone curious, or might be interesting to buy. Let me know before I post on craiglist.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
just find out: part 2
My dad is force to retire since there's no other job availablity. Mom said move out anywhere they want but question is where... And my dad may have to find another job since they do not have enough from 401K retirement money......
just found out...
At first, I was getting alittle exciting about going to Atlanta. In fact, I'm going to get to see that cute 2 months old baby girl that my cousin had. She also had two boys. She mention to my mom that she never had seen all that pink before in her life. I remembered. That's first thing I bought is purple! Purple pants with purple and pink flowers top. There's purple/blue/pink flowers for whole body and footies. And I bought purple booties to matches. All are same company from pooh bear. I just couldn't resist. I got purple overall and bedige top with lace-collar. And a sweater-jacket that is purple/pink/blue shade. They're beatiful!!
I came home from work and show all those stuff to my mom and etc. We were talking about plans and what to wear while we are there and etc. Mom did her laudry and I did mine and plan to finish up on Friday.
However, my dad just receive news thru email before dinnertime, today. That news could cause my dad an early retire or transfer different job but either way, they are going to move out ASAP. So we can't go and visit Atlanta. Since, we have to save money.
Beside, I don't want to move out. However, economy is bad. The college might not be free, anymore.
*sigh* I better go.
I came home from work and show all those stuff to my mom and etc. We were talking about plans and what to wear while we are there and etc. Mom did her laudry and I did mine and plan to finish up on Friday.
However, my dad just receive news thru email before dinnertime, today. That news could cause my dad an early retire or transfer different job but either way, they are going to move out ASAP. So we can't go and visit Atlanta. Since, we have to save money.
Beside, I don't want to move out. However, economy is bad. The college might not be free, anymore.
*sigh* I better go.
Friday, October 10, 2008
oopps & TGIF
Opps about printed "no title..." Twice. I do not have time to search and delete one. Then again, I might not.
I'm just grateful that I'm off on weekends now. (I dunno abt future but right now I'm just grateful).
Thank goodness that today is Friday! YAH!!
I'll be busy this weekend... Cuz soon, we are going to Atlanta. It looks like it is going to be for real. We are going to leave on 18th.
I'm just grateful that I'm off on weekends now. (I dunno abt future but right now I'm just grateful).
Thank goodness that today is Friday! YAH!!
I'll be busy this weekend... Cuz soon, we are going to Atlanta. It looks like it is going to be for real. We are going to leave on 18th.
Thursday, October 09, 2008
no title...
Well, I'm just glad there's one wasp sting and not 2, 3, or many. Ever since I've been sting, all I want is itch. Man! It drive me crazy! I use anti-itch creme. It helped for little while. Plus it is sore on my shoulder. I usually carried my purse on left shoulder where's I've been stung at. Now I'm carry my purse on right side. To this day, it is still sore and still on and off itching feeling. That wasp sure worest than bee sting. You definetly don't want to go thru that.
Meanwhile, I'm still working in the morning. Things seemed finally resolved on it own btwn my boss and his boss. Thank goodness! I've worked more hours. I've been working from 6am to 230pm instead of 6am to noon. It is not so bad once I get the hang of it.
Also, my boss gave me temporary 2nd job since someone had been promoted to work in backroom from 330am and other transfer to different dept. So after I finished my part then I go work on my 2nd job. It is a lot of resonablity (sp) but I can get the hang of it as long as it is temporary, that's all that matters to me. I couldn't help the other things after I finished my part.
So I'm under trained of how to do on 2nd job and get cerificated for it even it is just temporary. This 2nd job is a lot but easier than my 1st job... Maybe I'll try to get that postion. *Grin*
I'm exhausted. First time, I'm working full-time. It will take time for me to adjusted. Also, I go home to take a short nap. Afterward, I had dinner then walk my dog in neighborhood. Other times, like on weekends, I would walk her in mornings and during weekdays, I would walk her in evenings. Again, it does take me a while for me to adjusted. I didn't at first but my parent is willing to help me out. They walked her every other day and I walk her every other day. That way, Reese walk everyday. Until I'm able to do almost everyday and my parent do once in a while. It is nice to have a break for me.
Here's another good news, I finally found DR that accepted my insurance and the bad news, it is long drive espeically when comes to gas. However, I'm going and it will be this Saturday. I will call Friday to make sure that they didn't change their policy. So I wouldn't waste my gas.
Well, that's all for now.
Meanwhile, I'm still working in the morning. Things seemed finally resolved on it own btwn my boss and his boss. Thank goodness! I've worked more hours. I've been working from 6am to 230pm instead of 6am to noon. It is not so bad once I get the hang of it.
Also, my boss gave me temporary 2nd job since someone had been promoted to work in backroom from 330am and other transfer to different dept. So after I finished my part then I go work on my 2nd job. It is a lot of resonablity (sp) but I can get the hang of it as long as it is temporary, that's all that matters to me. I couldn't help the other things after I finished my part.
So I'm under trained of how to do on 2nd job and get cerificated for it even it is just temporary. This 2nd job is a lot but easier than my 1st job... Maybe I'll try to get that postion. *Grin*
I'm exhausted. First time, I'm working full-time. It will take time for me to adjusted. Also, I go home to take a short nap. Afterward, I had dinner then walk my dog in neighborhood. Other times, like on weekends, I would walk her in mornings and during weekdays, I would walk her in evenings. Again, it does take me a while for me to adjusted. I didn't at first but my parent is willing to help me out. They walked her every other day and I walk her every other day. That way, Reese walk everyday. Until I'm able to do almost everyday and my parent do once in a while. It is nice to have a break for me.
Here's another good news, I finally found DR that accepted my insurance and the bad news, it is long drive espeically when comes to gas. However, I'm going and it will be this Saturday. I will call Friday to make sure that they didn't change their policy. So I wouldn't waste my gas.
Well, that's all for now.
no title...
Well, I'm just glad there's one wasp sting and not 2, 3, or many. Ever since I've been sting, all I want is itch. Man! It drive me crazy! I use anti-itch creme. It helped for little while. Plus it is sore on my shoulder. I usually carried my purse on left shoulder where's I've been stung at. Now I'm carry my purse on right side. To this day, it is still sore and still on and off itching feeling. That wasp sure worest than bee sting. You definetly don't want to go thru that.
Meanwhile, I'm still working in the morning. Things seemed finally resolved on it own btwn my boss and his boss. Thank goodness! I've worked more hours. I've been working from 6am to 230pm instead of 6am to noon. It is not so bad once I get the hang of it.
Also, my boss gave me temporary 2nd job since someone had been promoted to work in backroom from 330am and other transfer to different dept. So after I finished my part then I go work on my 2nd job. It is a lot of resonablity (sp) but I can get the hang of it as long as it is temporary, that's all that matters to me. I couldn't help the other things after I finished my part.
So I'm under trained of how to do on 2nd job and get cerificated for it even it is just temporary. This 2nd job is a lot but easier than my 1st job... Maybe I'll try to get that postion. *Grin*
I'm exhausted. First time, I'm working full-time. It will take time for me to adjusted. Also, I go home to take a short nap. Afterward, I had dinner then walk my dog in neighborhood. Other times, like on weekends, I would walk her in mornings and during weekdays, I would walk her in evenings. Again, it does take me a while for me to adjusted. I didn't at first but my parent is willing to help me out. They walked her every other day and I walk her every other day. That way, Reese walk everyday. Until I'm able to do almost everyday and my parent do once in a while. It is nice to have a break for me.
Here's another good news, I finally found DR that accepted my insurance and the bad news, it is long drive espeically when comes to gas. However, I'm going and it will be this Saturday. I will call Friday to make sure that they didn't change their policy. So I wouldn't waste my gas.
Well, that's all for now.
Meanwhile, I'm still working in the morning. Things seemed finally resolved on it own btwn my boss and his boss. Thank goodness! I've worked more hours. I've been working from 6am to 230pm instead of 6am to noon. It is not so bad once I get the hang of it.
Also, my boss gave me temporary 2nd job since someone had been promoted to work in backroom from 330am and other transfer to different dept. So after I finished my part then I go work on my 2nd job. It is a lot of resonablity (sp) but I can get the hang of it as long as it is temporary, that's all that matters to me. I couldn't help the other things after I finished my part.
So I'm under trained of how to do on 2nd job and get cerificated for it even it is just temporary. This 2nd job is a lot but easier than my 1st job... Maybe I'll try to get that postion. *Grin*
I'm exhausted. First time, I'm working full-time. It will take time for me to adjusted. Also, I go home to take a short nap. Afterward, I had dinner then walk my dog in neighborhood. Other times, like on weekends, I would walk her in mornings and during weekdays, I would walk her in evenings. Again, it does take me a while for me to adjusted. I didn't at first but my parent is willing to help me out. They walked her every other day and I walk her every other day. That way, Reese walk everyday. Until I'm able to do almost everyday and my parent do once in a while. It is nice to have a break for me.
Here's another good news, I finally found DR that accepted my insurance and the bad news, it is long drive espeically when comes to gas. However, I'm going and it will be this Saturday. I will call Friday to make sure that they didn't change their policy. So I wouldn't waste my gas.
Well, that's all for now.
Friday, October 03, 2008
Scream!!!
Yes, I did screamed! There was wasp building a nest up in the ceiling outside nearby the back door. It increasing by numbers. My parent and I walked back and forth by the back door many times and think nothing of it. Until this afternoon, I was playing with Reese just before going outside. She's very vocal (barking) when it comes to play. As soon as I open the door, she's barking and jumping up and down when I had the ball in my hand. As soon as I start to throw. I felt sharp pain that made me scream. It hit me on my left shoulder in the back. I looked back to see what it was. I saw wasp. I looked up and I see a group of wasps were perparing (about 7 of them) to form into group. I knew I was in troubled. I ran. I told Reese to come. She still thinks we're playing. She's hyper as she running along with me. I went around the house to the front yard. I looked around and didn't see anything. Boy!!! It was extremely pain, burning, stinging, and itching. I refuse to itch nor touch it. Meanwhile, my mom was in the shower, I knew she wouldn't hear me knocking at front door. But I did tried... But didn't work. Lucky, it didn't take long until my dad arrived from work.
Baking soda and ice seems to be helping. However, the singing feeling still going on and off. Feels like being stung again and again. I rather be stung by bee (which happen to be twice) for it only sung once and the pain goes away after put baking soda. This is first time I've been stung by wasp.
No allergic reation... Same with bee. Thank goodness for that!!
Baking soda and ice seems to be helping. However, the singing feeling still going on and off. Feels like being stung again and again. I rather be stung by bee (which happen to be twice) for it only sung once and the pain goes away after put baking soda. This is first time I've been stung by wasp.
No allergic reation... Same with bee. Thank goodness for that!!
geeeezzzz whizzzzz
I arrived to the doctor office. I discovered that the doctor is no longer accepting medicaid. I was confused. I said, I've been here for 3 years and been used my medicaid. Whoever behind the desk told me, I know we did but not anymore. Do you have any other insurance. I said no and they refuse to accept me. I was like. What's going on.
So I went to library to check under government website to find lists of doctors would accept medicaid.
Guess what??
I've been calling all the doctors that had been listed under government website. None of them accepted. They used to but not anymore...
I was like what's going on??!!! Seem to me I'm behind or I'm just watching more about president and VP
So I check out on website news... I found out that here in Texas 60% and increasing that doctors refuse accept medicaid.
It's all started in Illionis. There's lawsuit suing doctors for taking advantage government's money. Patients who waiting by hours have to pay. So doctor just making patients who has medicaid will be paying by hours causing more money paying by government. So doctors are afraid to use medicaid from it.
Aargghhhh!!!!
I also read that poor woman from Illionis who has a husband broke his back and couldn't work for long time until it heals. She and her husband with 3 kids have medicaid. And she couldn't find any doctor wld accpet medicaid for her kids get sick, flu, infection, and etc.
Since medicaid isn't accepted by doctor. Children could die or sick could got worest and finally able to take hosptial as in ER. That isn't good. However, I did called one and one accept medicaid only 17 or under, not adults. *sigh*
So I went to library to check under government website to find lists of doctors would accept medicaid.
Guess what??
I've been calling all the doctors that had been listed under government website. None of them accepted. They used to but not anymore...
I was like what's going on??!!! Seem to me I'm behind or I'm just watching more about president and VP
So I check out on website news... I found out that here in Texas 60% and increasing that doctors refuse accept medicaid.
It's all started in Illionis. There's lawsuit suing doctors for taking advantage government's money. Patients who waiting by hours have to pay. So doctor just making patients who has medicaid will be paying by hours causing more money paying by government. So doctors are afraid to use medicaid from it.
Aargghhhh!!!!
I also read that poor woman from Illionis who has a husband broke his back and couldn't work for long time until it heals. She and her husband with 3 kids have medicaid. And she couldn't find any doctor wld accpet medicaid for her kids get sick, flu, infection, and etc.
Since medicaid isn't accepted by doctor. Children could die or sick could got worest and finally able to take hosptial as in ER. That isn't good. However, I did called one and one accept medicaid only 17 or under, not adults. *sigh*
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
restless leg sydrome, nerve system, thryiod diease, or nothing
Ya know?? Ever since I can remember, my teacher and my mom always called me ants in the pant. Yes, I couldn't be still in my leg which always constantly shifting. When I was in middle school, that's when my muscle cramp in my leg at night. It called charlie horse or nacturnal(night) cramp. It can be so extremely painful that I woke up in the middle of night. So painful that I do forget how to breath. Once I realize I was holding my breath(that was much later), I tried so hard to remind myself to breath when that happens. I scream for my daddy. Poor him, so helpless and didn't know what to do.
When I was in college, I slept with my ex. I woke up so suddenly as I grab my leg. My ex woke up and asked me what's wrong. I told him I got cramp in my leg. That's when he start gentle message in my leg and that took care of it and heal so fast!
When I'm no longer with him, I tried to message myself. It didn't work. I feel like the pain is ongoing and never ends. Once the pain stop. I really hate to get up in the morning because the sore feels same pain as the cramp everytime I walk. As I continue to walk, the pain goes away.
I remember when I first saw on tv commerical about restless leg sydrome(RLS). It was perfect description for it. However, that pill is when u have RSL almost everyday. I don't. It is only like once a month or two.
Other day, I was in a car and my mom was driving. I bobbing my right leg which it does happen many times in the past. My mom always asked me what's wrong? I said nothing is wrong. Then she asked me if I'm nervous, upset, or stress? She tends to determined that I'm one of them. Like, when there's exam, she dertermined that I'm stressing. When there's isn't anything in situation, she determined that I'm upsetting about something. It was really frasurated that none of them are true!! My mom is ually grab my leg and tell me to stop it so I managed to contol it so that's why it wasn't everyday.
One day, I did bobbing my leg and didn't relize I was doing it until my mom asked me what's wrong. Right there and then I knew what it was... I told her that was RLS!!!!!!! My mom was surprised! She said is that what it is? My respond, "yes!"
Until about three or four months ago, I feel tangle(sp?) and nearly numb in my finger tips. It is annoying. I have to put my hands down. Sometimes it works and other time, it didn't. Now it's starting to spreading in my arms. When I'm busy, like cooking, folding, or anything that I'm busy on table, I feel tangling. So I have to stop and put my arms down until circluation is better. It going back and forth. At night, both of my arms feels same as my legs as in RLS. No matter, how many toss and turns and different postions of my sleep isn't working.
So I looked up in the internet, saying might be lack of calium, or posstium(contain in banana) or water. I've drink a lot of water and I notice it did reduce my muscle cramp over few years, until, it came back. However, I still have RSL even I didn't have cramp. I've been talking multi-vitiamns including caluium and iron. My muscle cramp came back and in my arms are annoying.
Appearently, I need to visit doctor. For could be nerves system or throyiod deases, those what internet said. Or could be nothing.... But best for me to go and check by professional.
When I was in college, I slept with my ex. I woke up so suddenly as I grab my leg. My ex woke up and asked me what's wrong. I told him I got cramp in my leg. That's when he start gentle message in my leg and that took care of it and heal so fast!
When I'm no longer with him, I tried to message myself. It didn't work. I feel like the pain is ongoing and never ends. Once the pain stop. I really hate to get up in the morning because the sore feels same pain as the cramp everytime I walk. As I continue to walk, the pain goes away.
I remember when I first saw on tv commerical about restless leg sydrome(RLS). It was perfect description for it. However, that pill is when u have RSL almost everyday. I don't. It is only like once a month or two.
Other day, I was in a car and my mom was driving. I bobbing my right leg which it does happen many times in the past. My mom always asked me what's wrong? I said nothing is wrong. Then she asked me if I'm nervous, upset, or stress? She tends to determined that I'm one of them. Like, when there's exam, she dertermined that I'm stressing. When there's isn't anything in situation, she determined that I'm upsetting about something. It was really frasurated that none of them are true!! My mom is ually grab my leg and tell me to stop it so I managed to contol it so that's why it wasn't everyday.
One day, I did bobbing my leg and didn't relize I was doing it until my mom asked me what's wrong. Right there and then I knew what it was... I told her that was RLS!!!!!!! My mom was surprised! She said is that what it is? My respond, "yes!"
Until about three or four months ago, I feel tangle(sp?) and nearly numb in my finger tips. It is annoying. I have to put my hands down. Sometimes it works and other time, it didn't. Now it's starting to spreading in my arms. When I'm busy, like cooking, folding, or anything that I'm busy on table, I feel tangling. So I have to stop and put my arms down until circluation is better. It going back and forth. At night, both of my arms feels same as my legs as in RLS. No matter, how many toss and turns and different postions of my sleep isn't working.
So I looked up in the internet, saying might be lack of calium, or posstium(contain in banana) or water. I've drink a lot of water and I notice it did reduce my muscle cramp over few years, until, it came back. However, I still have RSL even I didn't have cramp. I've been talking multi-vitiamns including caluium and iron. My muscle cramp came back and in my arms are annoying.
Appearently, I need to visit doctor. For could be nerves system or throyiod deases, those what internet said. Or could be nothing.... But best for me to go and check by professional.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
caught in between
Doesn't sound good, isn't it? Espeically when I'm in middle between my boss AND my boss' boss. Eeekkk!!
Since I'm not going to names name. I'm going to make this way. My boss is a male and my boss' boss is a female so you'll see him, her, he, and she.
The schedule kept changing on me. My boss says one thing while my paper schedule says another. It can be confusing.
Finally, My boss had told me that he wants me to come from Monday to Friday from now on and off on weekend. So I accepted. According to my paper schedule, I'm off Wed since my boss wants me to come. So I did. When I clock in, the computer said reject and have to get permission. So I spoke to secartary(at the desk) then spoke to another person who happen to be my boss' boss(that time, I didn't know). She told me to go bed, it is your off day. I told her, yeah but my boss told me to come, today. She said no, go home. I told her, yeah, but my boss told me to come on Monday to Friday from now on. She said that she will talk to him. Now go home. I was like, "ok." I back off quickly. She grinned and I think she notice that I back off. I left. I didn't went to bed. Instead, I was doing my errands.
Next day, I came to work. I saw my boss. He's working there, too. As soon as I finished my part, I went off and search for him. I found him and I spoke to him what happened yesterday. He wasn't happy about it. I also mention that I wasn't on schedule for next week. He shake his head (seem furstraed(sp)) and took a piece of paper and write down for my schedule from now on with his signture and date that he signed. It is Mon to Fri. Few moments later, I learned that was his boss. He also mention that he thinks that his boss is the one who change schedule behind his back(SHIT was first in my mind and I'm in middle of this). He said that he will talk to her about it. He said that he knows what this dept needs and she doesn't because she doesn't work in that dept. I refuse to say anything and I kept the paper.
Oy! What can I do about being stuck in middle? I hope the situation will resolve. If not, only thing I can think of is approach to them and tell them that I'm not going to get in the middle of this and this guy is my boss and I just follow what he wants and that's it. I'm sure that my boss' boss will understand because she's HR so her field is more of counsloring. While my boss had graduated and had BA in buisness degree. So, wait and see...
Please send good thoughts for me!
Since I'm not going to names name. I'm going to make this way. My boss is a male and my boss' boss is a female so you'll see him, her, he, and she.
The schedule kept changing on me. My boss says one thing while my paper schedule says another. It can be confusing.
Finally, My boss had told me that he wants me to come from Monday to Friday from now on and off on weekend. So I accepted. According to my paper schedule, I'm off Wed since my boss wants me to come. So I did. When I clock in, the computer said reject and have to get permission. So I spoke to secartary(at the desk) then spoke to another person who happen to be my boss' boss(that time, I didn't know). She told me to go bed, it is your off day. I told her, yeah but my boss told me to come, today. She said no, go home. I told her, yeah, but my boss told me to come on Monday to Friday from now on. She said that she will talk to him. Now go home. I was like, "ok." I back off quickly. She grinned and I think she notice that I back off. I left. I didn't went to bed. Instead, I was doing my errands.
Next day, I came to work. I saw my boss. He's working there, too. As soon as I finished my part, I went off and search for him. I found him and I spoke to him what happened yesterday. He wasn't happy about it. I also mention that I wasn't on schedule for next week. He shake his head (seem furstraed(sp)) and took a piece of paper and write down for my schedule from now on with his signture and date that he signed. It is Mon to Fri. Few moments later, I learned that was his boss. He also mention that he thinks that his boss is the one who change schedule behind his back(SHIT was first in my mind and I'm in middle of this). He said that he will talk to her about it. He said that he knows what this dept needs and she doesn't because she doesn't work in that dept. I refuse to say anything and I kept the paper.
Oy! What can I do about being stuck in middle? I hope the situation will resolve. If not, only thing I can think of is approach to them and tell them that I'm not going to get in the middle of this and this guy is my boss and I just follow what he wants and that's it. I'm sure that my boss' boss will understand because she's HR so her field is more of counsloring. While my boss had graduated and had BA in buisness degree. So, wait and see...
Please send good thoughts for me!
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Lucky
I was lucky! Now, I'm not talk about hurricane.
Yesterday, I decided to bath my dog, Reese. She's really stink and possible stay in house for few days or so. Since the weather had been on and off raining. I decided to bath her in bathroom. I went to find something soft for my knees. I couldn't find it. So I grab the float device for swimming pool. It has some kind of thick suraform(sp?). It is not air-thing. So, put in bathroom for my knees as I bath Reese. After, I finished, I dry her and few minutes, she bolt outside. (There's bathroom where's lead to out to the pool). I left door open to keep fresh air in. Since it is raining outsie, I knew Reese would not hestate(sp) to come back. Anyway, I was standing on wet floor and not the thick foam. Somehow, my foot-flop went into slippery and both my feet is going like a bike ride in backward. I feel like I'm in cartoon moment. Everything had gone in split seconds that I didn't had time to grab something to hold like I usually do when I lost my balance. I landed on my butt on the thick foam. I sat there a little longer and wonder if the pain is going to show up but didn't. I thank my lucky stars that I landed on something soft and not on hard floor. I got up and feeling fine. I was relieved. By the way, Reese did came back.
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I couldn't remember my dreams other night. The only thing I remember it was sooo funny that I actually laughing in my sleep and woke me up. Eventually, I went back to sleep and I dream a different dream and again, it was funny that I laugh in my sleep. I woke up. I said to myself, I don't mind humor but I do need a sleep. So I went back and sleep and dream didn't bother me. I wish I remember what it was. It was first time that I actually laugh in my sleep. Kewl, huh? It is for me.
Mmmmm I'm still working in mornings @ 6am and 5 days a week. I'm not use to it even though, I work 6 hours. I was watching Coco Chanel(famous clothing designer and prefume). It is about a woman who before her fashion designer. She works from 7am in morning to 8pm in evening. It is 13 hours worth of working. I was really amazing how much women had to work like that. Anyway, I was amazing by her and how much she didn't give up her dream starting to designs and selling hats to fashion clothes to perfume. She's very independent woman who would wear men's pant and ride a horse that isn't allow woment to wear pants and didn't do side saddle.
I must be lucky to live such thing. I just couldn't wait to go back to school this Spring. I have mentally noted when first day start resigster classes so I can get it first before others.
I better go since it is late.
Yesterday, I decided to bath my dog, Reese. She's really stink and possible stay in house for few days or so. Since the weather had been on and off raining. I decided to bath her in bathroom. I went to find something soft for my knees. I couldn't find it. So I grab the float device for swimming pool. It has some kind of thick suraform(sp?). It is not air-thing. So, put in bathroom for my knees as I bath Reese. After, I finished, I dry her and few minutes, she bolt outside. (There's bathroom where's lead to out to the pool). I left door open to keep fresh air in. Since it is raining outsie, I knew Reese would not hestate(sp) to come back. Anyway, I was standing on wet floor and not the thick foam. Somehow, my foot-flop went into slippery and both my feet is going like a bike ride in backward. I feel like I'm in cartoon moment. Everything had gone in split seconds that I didn't had time to grab something to hold like I usually do when I lost my balance. I landed on my butt on the thick foam. I sat there a little longer and wonder if the pain is going to show up but didn't. I thank my lucky stars that I landed on something soft and not on hard floor. I got up and feeling fine. I was relieved. By the way, Reese did came back.
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I couldn't remember my dreams other night. The only thing I remember it was sooo funny that I actually laughing in my sleep and woke me up. Eventually, I went back to sleep and I dream a different dream and again, it was funny that I laugh in my sleep. I woke up. I said to myself, I don't mind humor but I do need a sleep. So I went back and sleep and dream didn't bother me. I wish I remember what it was. It was first time that I actually laugh in my sleep. Kewl, huh? It is for me.
Mmmmm I'm still working in mornings @ 6am and 5 days a week. I'm not use to it even though, I work 6 hours. I was watching Coco Chanel(famous clothing designer and prefume). It is about a woman who before her fashion designer. She works from 7am in morning to 8pm in evening. It is 13 hours worth of working. I was really amazing how much women had to work like that. Anyway, I was amazing by her and how much she didn't give up her dream starting to designs and selling hats to fashion clothes to perfume. She's very independent woman who would wear men's pant and ride a horse that isn't allow woment to wear pants and didn't do side saddle.
I must be lucky to live such thing. I just couldn't wait to go back to school this Spring. I have mentally noted when first day start resigster classes so I can get it first before others.
I better go since it is late.
Friday, September 12, 2008
wwaahhhh!
Wwaaahhh! Sigh, I just learned that Stargate: Atlantis is cancel. First, it was Stargate: SG1 and now it is Stargate: Atlantis. I'm soo disappointed! There is nothing to watch on Friday, anymore. They picked weastling. Now why would weastling would fit for science fiction channel??? Weastling isn't science fiction!!
*sigh*
There's another news, seem like Hurricane is still coming to our side now. There will be heavy rain and winds. Possible tornados... Please send a pray or positive thoughts.
Thanks!
*sigh*
There's another news, seem like Hurricane is still coming to our side now. There will be heavy rain and winds. Possible tornados... Please send a pray or positive thoughts.
Thanks!
Thursday, September 11, 2008
intense dream and other
I had annoying dream that I got fired, just because I didn't earn enough points to stay. Ironic, there's no such thing as points at work. My point numbers are too low so I was asked to leave and never return. I woke up and find that annoying.
Whatever it is, I dunno.
About other thing, I just bought new glasses about couple weeks ago and waiting to get it until yesterday. Since the popular style is thick and dark brown rim with square shape. It looks very much like a student-look.
I dislike thick rim, but I got thin rim with brudary(dark red color) and sorta square/retuanglar with a curve and not sharp coner. It's hard to explain. However, I think I look different with that on. Interesting part, no one mention about my new glasses at work.
Here's another story, it is about Oreo, black/white kitty. Yesterday, mom and I were getting ready to go out to do few errands. My mom didn't realize that she closed the lundry room door. That is where's potty pan is at. We left for about 4 hours and came home. Few minutes later, my mom open the door from laundry room to check on the clothes. I notice Oreo ran so fast. Anoter few moments, mom told me that he ran pass by her and quickly pooped in potty pan. He didn't take his time. He just turn around and pooped. Bless his heart for waiting very patience.
Unlike T-T, he wouldn't do that. In fact, he will poop in the middle of the living room.
Another news, hurricae Ike is coming to Texas. Look like it is going to East of Texas, while, we live in West side. However, I notice there will be small side that might hit Dallas. We just have to keep an eye out to see what direction would be really going plus chance of tornados. I'm just am glad that I will be at home this Saturday.
Whatever it is, I dunno.
About other thing, I just bought new glasses about couple weeks ago and waiting to get it until yesterday. Since the popular style is thick and dark brown rim with square shape. It looks very much like a student-look.
I dislike thick rim, but I got thin rim with brudary(dark red color) and sorta square/retuanglar with a curve and not sharp coner. It's hard to explain. However, I think I look different with that on. Interesting part, no one mention about my new glasses at work.
Here's another story, it is about Oreo, black/white kitty. Yesterday, mom and I were getting ready to go out to do few errands. My mom didn't realize that she closed the lundry room door. That is where's potty pan is at. We left for about 4 hours and came home. Few minutes later, my mom open the door from laundry room to check on the clothes. I notice Oreo ran so fast. Anoter few moments, mom told me that he ran pass by her and quickly pooped in potty pan. He didn't take his time. He just turn around and pooped. Bless his heart for waiting very patience.
Unlike T-T, he wouldn't do that. In fact, he will poop in the middle of the living room.
Another news, hurricae Ike is coming to Texas. Look like it is going to East of Texas, while, we live in West side. However, I notice there will be small side that might hit Dallas. We just have to keep an eye out to see what direction would be really going plus chance of tornados. I'm just am glad that I will be at home this Saturday.
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
no title...
There's a lot to say but seems to me I have writer block at this moment.
Anyway, that is photo of my dog, Reese on my profile. That pix was taken last year. Notice grass is brown? This year, we started to water at night. My dad find a way to set up automatic. It start around 2am or 3am (I couldn't remmy). This year, the grass is alittle green. Well, it is green but not dark green like I use to see in East...
Well, in the East, the drought came in and no water in plants. A lot of plants had died and grass are brown as I saw on news last year and before that. If there is one house shows green which is dead giveaway and it charge ya for it. I don't blame the law for trying to protect the water. The lake was very low. I remembered, I used to live in South Carolina and drove to Gergoria. Most of my family lives in Gergoria. I notice the lakes, even large lake, the water is low. I can see the borderline of used to be water to red dirt. And the water is so low that the dock isn't in the water anymore. Every time, we passed by every year. It just getting too low. People seems like either in daniel or just didn't believe that it really happens. Some people needs physical proof. Like, we drove by and did see that.
The news didn't mention about how's weather this year for Gergoria.
Speaking of Gergoria, there is a small country that's next to Russia. Russia is trying to invading Gergoria. McCain did spoke up about enough with cold war that we had in past and enough is enough while Ombama didn't speak up. He just on vacation. Well, Prez Bush was in Florida with kids in one school while 9/11 happens. Soon after the schhol part done, he quickly left. My point is, I wouldn't vote for Ombama. He's too young and lack of experiences. Anyway, I agree with MaCain, enough with cold war with Russia. All those tension could increase chances to lead WW3.
Well, I am leaning more on McCain, now. I know he's old man and has family history of cancer... Maybe just for first 4 years? Not another 4 more years as 2nd term? Mmmmm? I really want good strong leadership for America.
I still have one whole month to think about it.
Good nite...
Anyway, that is photo of my dog, Reese on my profile. That pix was taken last year. Notice grass is brown? This year, we started to water at night. My dad find a way to set up automatic. It start around 2am or 3am (I couldn't remmy). This year, the grass is alittle green. Well, it is green but not dark green like I use to see in East...
Well, in the East, the drought came in and no water in plants. A lot of plants had died and grass are brown as I saw on news last year and before that. If there is one house shows green which is dead giveaway and it charge ya for it. I don't blame the law for trying to protect the water. The lake was very low. I remembered, I used to live in South Carolina and drove to Gergoria. Most of my family lives in Gergoria. I notice the lakes, even large lake, the water is low. I can see the borderline of used to be water to red dirt. And the water is so low that the dock isn't in the water anymore. Every time, we passed by every year. It just getting too low. People seems like either in daniel or just didn't believe that it really happens. Some people needs physical proof. Like, we drove by and did see that.
The news didn't mention about how's weather this year for Gergoria.
Speaking of Gergoria, there is a small country that's next to Russia. Russia is trying to invading Gergoria. McCain did spoke up about enough with cold war that we had in past and enough is enough while Ombama didn't speak up. He just on vacation. Well, Prez Bush was in Florida with kids in one school while 9/11 happens. Soon after the schhol part done, he quickly left. My point is, I wouldn't vote for Ombama. He's too young and lack of experiences. Anyway, I agree with MaCain, enough with cold war with Russia. All those tension could increase chances to lead WW3.
Well, I am leaning more on McCain, now. I know he's old man and has family history of cancer... Maybe just for first 4 years? Not another 4 more years as 2nd term? Mmmmm? I really want good strong leadership for America.
I still have one whole month to think about it.
Good nite...
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
Update: Simba
Simba is alive and she got picked up this morning before she put to sleep! Yah!
Another updated, I'm working from 6am to 2:30pm this week. I just hope it wouldn't last too long.
I'm thinking about requesting my days off on my birthday. *grin*
Another updated, I'm working from 6am to 2:30pm this week. I just hope it wouldn't last too long.
I'm thinking about requesting my days off on my birthday. *grin*
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