Stressed

Spell backward... "Desserts"... Lots of chocolate didn't do any cure... My mom is seems to be more stress than my dad but then again maybe both is in equal. Just that my dad did managed to hold back and later he will blew up. Which it is not unusual. Right now, my mom and I are on and off aguring. Even though it is pretty good news that my dad recieved phone calls yesterday morning from his boss that he wants my dad to stay for one month. It is not going to be easy road.

Right now, our goal is to sell the house. This Friday and Saturday, we are going to have yard sale again but this time the cost will be 20 dollars or less. Anything to sell quickly as possible.

Meanwhile, my mom wants me put certian oil paintings and etc to have it sale on Craiglist. Since I've been trying to take a picture by getting better lightening than using the flash. Because the flash makes the oil painting glare and couldn't hardly see the pictures itself. So I have to move around. My mom didn't like it. In fact, she starting to fuss at me. She said forget the craiglist.

I was like... okay... I'm trying to help but it did no good. I did promised to put it back the way it was but... my mom wouldn't let me talk. She said that if I open my mouth one more time then she'll going to scream. I just rolled my eyes and walked away.

There's another example. My laundry day is usually Sunday evening and Dad's Sunday morning and my mom is Monday. My mom interpruted my laudry day on Sunday. So I started on Monday. My mom fussed at me and tell me that is her laundry day. I told her, that she's interpruted. Then she said to me that all I want is to agrue. I was like, GEEZZZ.

Today, I suppose to be helping around the house but I couldn't stand being around my mom. So I ended up going to library and write this and explore internet and checking emails and etc.

I wish I have my own special's place where no-one is around. And I'm not talking about the park or library. I'm talking about like nobody is around, not even walking by and etc. I want to go where I could have a paradise of private propety that I own and no one knows where it is. And maybe have some kind of miniture cabin or cottage that is size of one room like an old-fashion one room red school back then. Just seprate with large bathroom. Would be nice!!

It has been over an hour and I better go.