Guts feeling

Did you ever have a gut feeling? Weather it is something is right or wrong... Usually the guts tells you something is wrong but don't know what?

I always follow my guts feelings. I know that they never stir me wrong. Only thing that it seems wrong, is because of misinterpet of what your feelings trying to tell you. Sometimes, I do not understand until later or thought that was it but wasn't. It's depend on situation. Ya know, one time I went out with a guy on the first date. My guts did tell me soemthing is wrong but don't know what it is. I chooce not to go out but my friend somehow convience me that the first date isn't always that great and sometimes ya need to go out 2nd times. Beside, you don't know for sure and there isn't evidence enough to find out weather or not he's a good guy. I told my friend don't talk science. This is different between science and fate here. Haha. Anyway, I did went out 2nd time. After the 2nd date is over, the guy told me that he's using drugs and wondering if I have a problem with that. BINGO! I knew something isn't right. I can't help but wondering what if the drugs are in his car? Anyway, I told him that this is his life and his choice. I told him that you don't need me to lecture about drugs are bad for you. You already know that, right? He said, yeah. So, he asked me if I'm interesting in pursure relationship. I told him, no. He asked me why. I told him that I am not interesting to have a relationship with someone who use drugs. He said what if I quit. I told him well, let me know if you do but in meantime, we will not continue to date. That was it. He did email me couple times but I didn't respond.

I do have guts feelings so many times. Like one, at my cousin's house, they ask me to take care of the newborn baby. He's only like ... a month old? I was like, ARE you sure? I never take care of somebody's baby before. Haha. Gratefully, I know that my mom is nearby that she can help me out if I needed to. However, I just did fine by myself, anway. Anyway, I let the baby boy in his crab asleep. I was sitting in the living room with the baby monitor of sound. Somehow, I knew that the baby is going to cry. I walk up in the hallway and listen. I can hear the baby starting fussy to cry. I thought that was interesting. I did that several times before I hear the baby monitor. I usually standing in the doorway when the baby start to wake up with cry. Here's the interesting part, I come up the baby and start talking. The baby stop crying. I continue to talk then the baby start crying. I took my 2 hands out to reach over to pick the baby up. The baby stop crying then I stop reaching over. I pulled my hands back then the baby start crying. Interesting, the baby is just want to be held. After all. I already feed the baby about an hour ago. It wouldn't be next few more hours until needed to be fed again. I held the baby until fall asleep then put the baby back to the crib.

There's another guts feelings. When my parents and I moved to Texas, I did have a funny feelings that somebody is watching our house in the front yard. Now, I may seems paranoid or not use to being in a new home; however, I've moved a lot so I grow accustom to it. This time it is different. This time I do felt something almost like stalking. It is something that I don't feel comfortable. Somehow I knew someone is outside in the middle of the night. For some reason, I couldn't go to sleep by knowing someone is out there. Few months later, I decided to get a dog, which is Reese. I let her sleep in my bedroom. Normally, she just bark causually. However, this time she bark vicously(sp?) with the hair stick up from tail to neck. Since it was nighttime, I do have all the lights off. My mom and I did checked out the window, this time *we* did see someone standing across the street and looking at *our* house. It's a shadow man figure. We couldn't see who or what he look alike but there is a man just gawking at our house. He has been doing that on and off for a while. Reese still barking. I let her continue to do that even though she wake me up in the middle of the night. Later, the man is no longer there, anymore. I knew that man wouldn't come to our house because of our dog is in the house. Heehee. I'm just glad that I have Reese and I'm glad that I listen to my guts. Now, I can sleep peacefully.

Speaking of sleep, I'm going to bed. Even though I have day off tomorrow, I do have some errands that I needed to do. *smile*