Almost...

I almost recieve the speeding ticket, tonight. Haha... I couldn't believe it. As I am on my way back home from work at night, I usually drive the backroad and rarely use the busy roads. I assume that there isn't any police cars since it is always so quiet and it's night time. I've been speeding quite often, too. Well, don't ever assume as I almost got home the light flashes and I realize the police car was right behind me. I was like Uh-Oh! Oh no! That can't be true! Ah Man! I calm myself down and pullover. The light flash real bright from the car light as I make sure both of my hands are on a steelwheel. The man came up with the lightlash was shines in the car. I clicked the button to window open automatic. The policeman said something and I can't understand him. I quickly said, "Umm I'm deaf and I need to readlips." since he had flashlight in my face. Well, not directly in my eyes...He put the flashlight over his face where I can lipread, "May I see your driver liencense(sp?) and your resigtatar(sp?), please?" I nodded, "I'm going to to my purse." I slowly took the purse and my wallet out of my purse then took the driver liencese(sp) out and gave it to him. I looked at him, "And it's in the glove dept." it's about my resister that is in the glove dept. I kept almost every sentence short-cut talk. He nodded. I reach over and grab the paperwork then gave it to him. He compared for a little while. He looked at me with his lightflash over his face, "Is there any perticluar(sp?) reason why are you going 44 mph on 30 mph speed limit?" I'm still trying to stay calm, "Umm I just speed a little faster because I'm almost on my way home. It's just...." as I pointed my finger to the direction where I'm nearly home. I didn't add "around the concer(sp?)", like I said, I kept my sentence short as possible. He looked at my driver liences(sp?) again. Seem like he's double checked about my home address. Seem like he knows the area and looked at me, "I will let you go with the warning this time. Please drive within speed limit." I nodded and took driver liences(sp?) and restiatar(sp?) then left.... WHEW! That was a very close called! The whole time I'm just froze and I'm surprised that my hands didn't shake. I'm surpised that my voice didn't shake. Oh my goodness! I couldn't believe it! I got away with warning and no speed ticket. MAN! Knowing if I recieve the ticket then the insurance will increase. *sigh* Next time, I may not be lucky. I better make sure I remember to stay within speed limit even I'm very close to home.

Anyway, off the subject...

Well, at work, things are going the usual working. It's nothing new....until one person told me that "insert her name, got fired." I was open my mouth wide and same time I'm kinda glad to hear that. I had to know, "do you know how did she got fired?" That person doesn't know how. Man! I really would love to know how she got fired. I'm curious. Don't leave me in a hang but it doesn't matter. What really matter is that I do not have to see her anymore. I'm glad that I don't. I'm glad that I would not see her. All I know is that she may come as "custamor"(sp?) so I would see her once in a while but not so often. I remember other day she came in with her regular clothes. She seem like going to get her paycheck. She did gave me dirty looks. I just ingore her. Now, I know that she is only there to recieve her last paycheck. *grin*

Well, what's really important for me, is to keep on working and stay on working, no matter what. One of my team leader told me that I'm doing good job and keep on at it. So that's what I'm been doing. *sigh* I hope that would help me to make my resmue look good as I am searching for better pay with my goal of my future career.

Speaking of future career, I did mention that I still don't know what I want. One of the comment was left is recommend counsler. I haven't gone to counsler, yet. I'm hoping to get to see my VR counsler, soon. I think I will see him next month for appointment about my hearing aids. I have already recieve new hearing aids. It is more of check up. So, I would have a chance to get around to ask him about having personal counsler. That would be next month. So the future career is still in a hang right now. I am still stuggle that I don't know what I want. I remember I spoke to few people, they have changed career too many times. Personally, I don't want to change too many times. I rather at once and get over with it. Well, not exact get over with it but use it with rest of my life and be happy about it. I hope longer... I heard that some did change career in next 2o years and change again for another 10 years. It's something like that. I don't mind. I rather not change 5 career under 10 years that I know some people did. For me personally, not so dramatic change, ya know? I like the idea of 1 career for 10 years to 20 years then chance to another career for 10 years or so. Because people do change. We don't stuck on one thing at least in my opinion. As I mention before, I'm still stuck on "I don't know what I want! and find pointless!" Pppffftttttttttt.