I wish I could afford a lot of things. Right now, I really want to fly over Washington d.c. There is someone might understand better with my situation with Amy.
Maybe my 2nd mom would understand if I speak to her in person but I kinda doubt it.
Like I said, I wish I could fly at D.C., right now.
*sigh*
So far, I kept myself busy at home and work. It helps me keep on going. Just when at night when things are quiet. That does make me think about Amy. That's all. Sometimes I do keep myself by reading stories or "how to set up a business" book. I do alternating that at night. That also help me to go sleep to keep my mind off. I know I can't avoiding but I just can't constantly think about it. Is that normal? I have no idea since this is first time for me.
Well, I did had my first pets had died and I did grieve but I think that's because I had support. My parent were greiving, too. So I wasn't really alone.
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