Tonight

(Techinically, last night and tonight, what I mean is I went to deaf place and I stayed until 2am).

I met one guy from the introducing by other pserson. I kept myself cool. I chat with him, he seems nice. I try to meet others but it wasn't easy because they tends to already have friends and they chat with each other. I did partpate couple times. But I still alittle isolate few times. I know it will take time. I went second time. Again, I did chat little by little and still isolate from time to time. Like I said, I know it take time to warm up with people. Plus, I have to be careful who I make friends with. There is same guy there, he seems to like me; however, there is a girl there seems to like him, too.

Now, this my 3rd time, I show up. I chat alittle bit more than time. And I notice 2 guys seems to like me plus one more(the one who I met twice).

Ok, seem like there's something is up, now. Hahahahaha, honestly, I'm having fun. I'm just checking them out. Right now, I'm taking easy and taking my time. I admit some are cute and other one isn't so bad looking. Two are working warehouse-something and another one is working archetict(sp). Mmmmm...

This guy seems to like me while other girl like him. I just back off and let that girl chase him. Hahaha, but he usually ended up coming back to me. He would go to other room while that girl ended up with him and I just stay the same room and chat with others. He would come back and give me alittle touch like his hand would pat on my shoulder or brush by arms. It is more subtle. Not so obvious nor go too far where I have my boundary. He actually wink at me couple times across room. It is obvious that he try to advoid that girl and keep coming back to me. I just laid-back and watch the show. Hahaha. I just let it go and let the nature take it course.

Smile.

Meanwhile I met 2 more singal guys and they seems to attract to me too. I mean I sat alone at the bar on the stool and be a people-watcher. Little did I know, someone sat behind me. Later, I notice something, there is a guy who sat beside me. He was talking to someone. I was looking to see who is he talking to. Then I thought, is he talking to himself? I had to ask out loud, "who r u talking to?" He pointed way across at the other side of the room. Then I spotted a lady there. She said that she was talking to him. Then bla, blah, blah, then ended up he and I was chatting. My gut is telling me that he's checking me out.

Later, another guy seems to check me out, too. Meanwhile, poor guy is trying to get away from that girl.

Like I said, tonight wasn't so bad.

By the way, they kept saying that they were surprised that I'm fully deaf and I look too much similar like an hearing person. I can't help but wondering.... Is that good or bad??