"A dream is a wish your heart makes...
"When you're fast asleep...
"in dreams you lose your heartaches...
"Whatever you wish for, you keep
"Have faith in your dreams and someday...
"Your rainbow will come smiling thru...
"No matter how your heart is grieving...
"If you keep on believing...
"the dream that you wish will come true..."
I love that song and the lyrics. I love to dreams and being a dreamer; however, I wonder am I being unrealistic in this real world? Am I dreaming of prince charming too much and not facing the true reality? Is this reality that I'm avoiding to?
If I won a million dollars or billion(would be nice), what is the first thing I want? I would go and make a movie. Doesn't everybody? Does that means I need to change my career? But even I did, would it be impossible? Because, you have to have projects... and who's the boss? Who would hire you? do I have experiences? Do I have to start all over again?? Do I have to go back to school? If so, which school? How would I get my foot in?
Would have a multi-million dollars answer to the questions? Like Hugh Howard, he quit in the middle of college as soon as his parent died and went to make a movie from the hollywood. He inherit ALOT of money. So that's what he did. He's major in lawyer but quit to go to hollywood and made it to himself without helps from others. All he ask for more cameras and everybody just laugh and think he is being silly. However, he kept on going and do the dreams that he dare to dream and his major hobby is airplanes, without him, there will be no commerical airlines such as Delta, U.S Airways and etc. Same with air forces and jets and etc... Nothing would happened if it wouldn't for him. He spend alot of money for himself and his dreams and make a name for himself too. Truth is, I don't care about making name for myself, although it seems that way if I am trying to make movies through Hollywood.... Or make movies in Canada... That's is what across my mind. Maybe I'm being unrealistic that Micheal Shanks being inspire me to do so... Yes, my favorite actor, he is inspiring me weather or not that he knows it. It doesn't matter. Point is that, what if I want to do that, mmmmmm??
What other unrealistic dreams? A man of my dream.... or a man who is my soulmate... Or is he not my soulmate? Am I making unrealistic of searching for my soulmate? The one that I hear about and wondering if that is true.... Or is my expectation is too HIGH that I need to low it down?? Or am I not loooking hard enough? Or am I just waiting for long lost love to come to rescue me like the Rapunzel (for those who don't know, it was a witch who got a little girl stuck up in tall tower and only way to climb over the window is to climb on her longest hair. The prince saw it and did the same of what the witch did by climbing over and both fell in love and he rescue her. Well, not the exact the same but get the idea). Anyway, there is no such thing like that. Point is, I know that it is unrealistic that no man would come and knock on your door and swept over your feet so the realistic would be seeing a stranger who is being a stalker and called the police.
Mmmmm, all I know is that I'm getting older and I do not want to change my career at this moment. All I want is earn good and stable money and to live in retire and travel around the world. There's no mice, squirrels, birds, deer are around to hlep to make a dream come true and clean up your mess.
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