Wednesday, May 30, 2007

This Saturday...

Well, this coming Saturday, I will go to reherseal. I decided to lie to my work to let them know that I wouldn't be coming because of reherseal this Saturday evening... Technically, it's morning.

But truth is, I would be too exhausted to able to come to work, anyway. I don't think I would be able to function especially Friday night would be long night of working and I couldn't go to sleep right away when I go home. It took few hours before I would be able to go to sleep; therefore, I would be too tired for Saturday evening, if I'm going to get up very early in the morning.

I'm not morning person! Haha, but again no matter how much I go to bed early, it would be still a LONG hours from 8am to Midnight with a few little breaks. I don't think so.

In a way, weather or not I'm telling the truth, I still can't come. I called my "team leader" (there's several). I explained about my being accepted the role and I wouldn't be able to come. The leader said it is unexauseable. Something tells me that leader is trying to twisted my enjoyable and putting me into guilt but I didn't let that happen. Thank goodness for technology and ... interpreter thru the relay is speaking for me while I type. So the leader never knew about my tone of voice. It is the way I type.. "Oh okay, I'm sorry." But in reality, I "flip my bird" Hahahaha. I don't give a bleep! This is my life and I'm not letting that leader control my life no matter what!! I will do what I want to do, period.

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I feel so good. Na-na-na-na Like a sugar and spice... feel good. It's from the music. Anyway, it sure does feel so good to know that I am in charge of my life and I'm not let the company control my life weather they like it or not. Pppppffffftttttttttttt

If I'm that worthy of the employer, they will have to accept it because, truth is I'm the harder worker of them all. *held my head up and be happy*

*sigh* For some reason, after writing this, I feel a whole lot better.

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In meantime, I'm still working and find my time to play and watch tv. Last Saturday was very busy from 2pm to closed. I came home very late. Sunday between 2pm to 7pm was extremely BUSY. I was so grateful that after 7pm things got soooo quiet and not busy. I came home early.... Very early. I've watching my movie and laying around and play with computer. I'm so grateful to enjoy my longer evening off last Sunday. Monday wasn't so bad.

Today is Tuesday and it was my off day. For some reason, I just have to get out of the house. It's been raining all day long. I waited and waited but I gave up. I took myself a shower after dinner and went out. Lucky, it was just perfect timing that the rain stopped. I haven't been shopping lately and I don't have any nice tops. I have way too many tank-tops. I brought them last year during the time It was June/July when it was extremely hot! Since, right now, it is not extremely hot. I'm talking about short-sleeves tops. I threw away all the old ones from college. I didn't realize I only have 1 or 2. I was like... where's any nice tops with short-sleeves. I didn't like that. So, I went 5 different stores and I only buy 3 tops from 1 store out of 5. I didn't like others. Some are too "professional" for workwear and other is for Older people and other is for too BIG. Since I'm a mid-big (not too big and not thin, somewhat between) woman. It's hard to find something nice, simple, causual with style of clothes. I find it ironic I only like one store the best of all but I hated the limited of choices. I'm hoping to buy 2 more as in total of 5 tops then I'm satified to have something to wear when I'm not working. Also, something different... and not stuck on 3 same old "new" outfits.

So, I certain feel better of getting out of the house for a while. I did also bought cards and couple of gifts for Father's Day. It will be soon. Yeah, I'm a little early to buy them. But deep down, I knew I would be extremely busy once this coming Saturday starting. I may not have time to go out shopping. Hahaha, It's a good thing that I have already bought 3 more tops. I hope to buy more later. Maybe there will be more new clothes to come in next month or so.

Okay, enough with clothes....
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Reese, my sweet and smart female dog, I started to miss her. It's funny. I'm working more hours and now I missed her and I missed walking in the park with her, lately. Plus, my knee's pain is coming back, too. I need to convince them to cut down the hours so I can focus on my physical work-out. I will tell them I have to have special tools that helps my knee to back to normal with very little or no pain while I work. Mmmmmmm, We will wait and see about that. I will talk to my team leader tomorrow. I wonder who will that be. I hope I will get to talk to one of my "favorite" team leader. I do like that certain team leader better than others. If not, then I have no choice but to talk to one of them.

Overall, Reese is fine and mom's cat is fine. The family and I are okay.

By the way, I did have a dream to buy a land. I saw 7.1 acres to buy anything I like to use it. I called to find out how much is it cost for all together.... 1.2 million dollars. I was like "WHAT?!?" That's wayyyyyyyyy too expensive. Worth of lifetime to make that payment. I don't like it. No thanks I told the the agent. Geez, I'm trying to make my payment to student loan. Heck, seem like my money I owe a lot less than the land's cost.

Mmmm, I wonder how many more years until I finally paid off my student loan. I've calculated and it will be 5 years until it will be paid off. MAN! I can't wait. I vow myself never own student loan. No matter what! I will teach my kids to get scholorships and etc. Whatever it is to get to pay for free without debt during college life. I've learned my lesson. My parents and my family never went to college. So, I didn't have any advice about college life. In a way, I learned the hard way.


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