Brains...

Ya know I always wonder how does brain works. I meant in gerenal such as "How the people being pyschopath, socialopath, and etc.?" I wonder does the brain affect our souls? Or does our souls affect our thoughts? Or is it really our soul in the brain? The heart is just emotion? I even met few heartless people as much I know a few people can be such a heartless. Does that mean they don't have a soul? Sometimes I could have sworn that they really have no soul as much as heartless. Ya know the old quote is "The eyes are the window to the soul" I wonder, does that means the soul is in the mind and not the heart?

Here's this one mention about, "Yep, They're Gay." (By the way, I do find that insulting by trying to get that gay sheep to be straight.) Anyway, I find this very interesting statement, "that gay rams have different brain structures from heterosexual ones" (5th paragraph on first sentence at the first page). How does it different structure? The size? The shape? The wavelength? The hormorne? I wonder does human brain's have different structures for anything such as pyschopath and many other things. Does it born that way? Or being raised that way such as sexual abuse? Or is it being taught? Interesting, huh?

I remember someone once mention to me that he knew that he's guy since he was in elemetary school. He knew that he's different and he often find men fanastcanting. He's gay and that's who he is. I didn't had a chance to ask, does he knew in his thoughts or in his heart or is it both?

Our hearts and minds are struggling half the time. Weather our heart disagreed or agreed to our mind. I remember when I made my final decision in my mind but my heartaches so listen to the heart then finally agrees with the heart then the heart is no longer aches. I also remember that my heart didn't show any feelings. My heart is very neutral while my mind trying to make a decision. It's ironic that my heart doesn't feel trouble while my mind is still agrue. It's almost like an angel one side and devil is other side. They were agrue in my mind. I notice that there is two voices in my mind and once I realize which voice should I lsten to is the angel one, meanwhile my heart shows neutral. How werid is that? So which one do I really have a soul? My heart or my mind? Or is my mind is a soul?

Am I talking philosophy here?? Or science? Or both?

I'm thinking too much.

Good Nite.