Thursday, December 18, 2008

Middle

My mom help me to notice something that I didn't notice. That I'm in the middle. I refuse to go to bar places where all the singles or where all deaf people meets at the bar or going to church. All I ever do is go work and then come home. Mom asked me why don't I go one or the other. Thers one good side and one bad side. I told my mom that I didn't go to bar because of smoking bothers me. I even got bad headache and I had to leave early. Mom suggestion about going to church. I told my mom that I refuse to go no matter what! I vow myself not to go except weddings or funeral, something like that. That was it!

Mom said that I can't get a boyfriends or go out as friends if I just stuck in the middle. It had to be one or another. As good or bad... Church or bar. *sigh* Mom's right about that. I didn't notice until she brought that up.

Mmmmm so I need start going to bar?

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