Every weekends, I'm off. I usually set clock alarm for 10am or 10:30am so I wouldn't overslept until 1pm or 2pm. Because if I do that then I wouldn't be able to go to bed early. However, I woke up on my own before 10am. Most of time I woke up around 8am or 9am. That is the most ealiest! It is for me. However, first time in several months, I slept until 1pm. I've used snoozed button for a while then turned off. I had strange dreamed that I ended up in alternative reality. Somehow I been sucked up by strange white and blue whril-pool in the sky at night. I had a dog and a bird. They are with me. It is almost like "Golden Compass" the movie. If ya had seen it then you'll know what I'm talking about. Somehow I was being chase and I have no idea why or how that started. One nicest thing about this alternative reality. Everytime those men chasing me and had passed by me. It is because none of the women had done crime. It is just men. Ironic, I'm still on the chase. The bird is grey and black. It is almost look-like you see on postcard where's snow surrounding and 2 small birds that isn't red bird. It is grey and black. My dog looks like Reese but smaller as Pug (type of small dog). I've been different places. I remember I was surrounding red bricks with nice arch designing. It was still dark but had some kind of light that shines unknown direction(don't know where it comes from). I remember I ended up somebody's back yard. I don't know how I got there. There's a stone written. I remembered I read it and understood what it said and now, I don't remember what it said. All I know that was some kind of clues. I couldn't stay that long. I ended up other people's backyard. One thing I hate the most in my dreams and even previous dream, I could fly but it wasn't smooth. It always awarkard flight and it is bumping. I meant is I could not fly as high as I would like and I couldn't stay same level. It constantly up and down. It is like bouncing in the mid-air as I struggle to even and smooth my flight. It just make it seems impossible. I even have to fight harder by trying to fly high across the tall fence to get to other side. Sometimes I succeed and other times I have to climb. I met someone there. Seemed like he knows I was being on a chased. He called another animals. All the animals approched me. One thing that stands out the most is the moose. Yes, a huge moose stuck his head between small tree as the moose tried to clear away from the leaves off of moose's face and looked at me.
That's was it. I finally got up @ 1pm. I dunno how it ends nor do I know why I was on the run.
Before that dream, I dreamed a different one. I was at the playground alone even though there people there. One thing the differences. There's no children around. That is because playground is made for adult. It is somewhat similar as miltary but not very challenge and yet it is challeging for beginners. I saw a tall roof and opening inside. There's a climbing bars and it is about 4 or 5 stories high. There are about 3 or 4 opening gaps in surrounding. I thought it would be easy. However, I was told that I couldn't pass a line that is on the ground to get to the bars. I struggle to get a foot to reach over withouth touch a ground. If I did then I have to get back in line to start over again.
As I managed to get my foot to touch the bottom of the bar. I was like, "now what?" I have no idea how I got there but I'm already on 3rd stories on the climbing bars. Now, my goal is looking for gaps to get in without worrying about falling if I'm on outside of climbing bars. Somehow I couldn't find it so I climb on different side so I can get a better look from the distance because you can't see up-close. Once I found the gap, I went back exact position where I was then got in the gap and start climbing inside. Once I got on top, something unexpected had happened. The bars went leaning over. I grabbed on hold so I wouldn't fall. The bars stayed in lean position, once I figure it out. I just stepped down and not climbing back down. The climbing bars returned back to it position.
The people saw me getting off the climbing bars, they applud(sp) for me. I stood there unexpected at first the I overcome that part and start bowing from right to left by 3 times.
Afterward, I was planning to go back home. I looked around and realize I was lost. It took me a while to find it. Once I did, it feels so strange and doesn't look like my home. It is small one room house with rotten and white paint chipped off. Even though I'm at home but I know this isn't my house nor my parent house. It is too strange.
I wonder that has to do with my anixity(sp?) about me living alone in apartment without my parents are nearby. I did asked few people I know who I feel comfortable to live with me as roommate by getting two rooms. Of course, they said no. I'm soo tempting to knelt and beg. Oh well. I guess I have to move on alone.
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