My knee

My right knee is killing me more than ever. Last night, I woke up with painful so I took Advil. This morning the painkiller pill fade away and my knee hurts back again. My painful knee woke me up again before the clock went off. I couldn't handle it anymore. I barely could get up to go to use restroom. *sigh* I called my mom to come to my bedroom and told her about it. She's took a looked at my both legs. She said that my right leg is swollen. She told me to stay off of it. Meaning don't walk around too much... So, I called my work and explain of what I just mention. The person told me when I go to Dr. and want to have full details about my knee. So, I'm going to Dr. tomorrow or Tuesday. Once I hang up the phone, I went to take a long warm bath. That helps a lot. Sadly, there is no epstom(sp) salt.

Later in the evening, my mom told me that sound like I did something to my bone. I asked, "Meaning I cracked my bone?" She like, "no, not really something do with joint." Whatever. She also said, "I'm no dr so it is best to have it checked to make sure there isn't any badly damage." I asked, "So, ya speaking from personal experience?" My mom nodded. I hope it isn't that bad. I hope that it just bruised real bad from standing and walking too much. That's what my mom is hoping, too.

Well, look at the bright side, I get to stay home and being pampered. Haha.
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Well, remmy I mention about one of the family member telling lies, lies, and lies? Let's called her Twister. Well, Twister did got upset and told her husband the lies that my parents refuse to help the kids because....... whatever it is. I don't understand. It is all about the little boy having attention disorder and need to get certain medication and need money for counselor visitation. Twister made up 2 different stories along the way. So, my parents refuse to give any money. The medication doesn't cost 350 dollars.

Twister decided to send letter only to my dad. She mention in her letter that she feels that my dad should be in the middle of this situation. My dad knows all about it. My mom always tell him everything. Twister said that since she couldn't get any more of the money. Now her son is really sick with H.S.P, Just click on it to give more info about it. It was too late. If the doctor catch it early then it would not get worst. Now, he has it. It has nothing to do with disease. It has to do with attention disorder. That is a new story that she made up.

My gut tells me that Twister's lying again. I choose to say nothing. I encourage my parents just give them Christmas cards, Birthdays, and presents. Do not send to Twister any more of the money. I'm willing to bet no matter how much you give, she's going to make up more dieases for two boys whatever she can find so she can get all the money.

My mom seems worry about the boys. I told her there is nothing you can do. My mom agreed and she said that it is their responbility and they are searching for someone to blame on. My mom said that she reminded of her mother. Which both are NPD (as I mention in previous blog about it), it's sad but true. That Twister's husband raised by his grandma (NPD) so he married to NPD which is Twister.

Later, my mom contact the other family member and found out it was all lies. There was never H.S.P. I knew it! I knew it! My mom seems relieved. My mom said that if my dad or I or her, recieved anymore emails, letters, and etc throw away and never read it. She doesn't want to know anymore. She went thru her mom and she's not going through again with Twister. She had enough.

Living with NPD, (it is even harder for kids who put up with NPD mother, father, or both) is like living in "hell" on Earth. Believe me, it's true. That is the worst of all. It's like you are having a real devil mother or devil father or both that ya have to put it up with.

Well, good news that the boys are okay and there is nothing wrong with them. And never had every since. My parents did make the right choice by refusing to pay anymore of the money. And from now on, they will send only presents to the boys, nothing more and nothing less. I also giving the presents for 2 boys. The Twister is the bitch and same with my grandma (mom's mother).
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Change to better subject:

My parents had made the reservation Eat-All-You-Can-Eat meats... Yummy. I'm so looking forward to that. I couldn't wait for that.

Here's another good news, I contact to my friend in GA. She said that she is available during Labor Day Weekend. She is more than happy to be with me to go to convention, too. I'm so exciting. I will let her know that it is confirmed when I buy tickets and plane tickets. The round trip is cost nearly 300 dollars. OY! According to my mom said that the gas prices had gone up. She suggestion wait until January. Sound good, I hope it will decrease but wait and see. Plus 50 dollars for convention but it's worth 4 days. If ya want one day then it will be like 35 dollars but have to wait until time grew closer. I really don't like last minutes. So, I'm go ahead and buy it. I can visit day before Michael Shanks show up so my friend and I can explore to learn around a little bit better.

Also, another good news that Michael Shanks will be there for sure.... Unless there is a unexpected change of plans. I hate last minutes. *cross fingers* Hope that wouldn't happen but it can.... but *cross fingers and toes and eyes squeeze tightly shuts*

By the way, have you guys been watching good movies lately? Hallmark, ABC, and Lifetime channels are showing good movies almost all day. It's perfect timing with my knee and I couldn't move too much. I've really enjoy watching all those Christmas movies. *~*~Sing a sing, It's soon will be Christmas time.*~*~* I enjoy Christmas. *feeling Christmas-y*