Finally!!!

After all those years, I kept saying I don't know what I really wants. After I did hand-on experinces, I knew this isn't what I want. I kept going with no aim and goal.

Now I need to research. I'm not sure how and what to start but I need to find a way. I hope this is possible. As they say, anything is possible once you set your mind to it.

thinking out loud

You know what? Every time I test myself with personality careers weather it is from internet or from school. Almost exact same result are 3 things teacher, phyosology(sp), and enturpretur(sp).

Even though I use to thought about teacher but I changed my mind. I do not want to deal with kids.

I did thought about counsler but I also changed my mind. I do not want to hear every stranger's emotional problems. It can take a toll out of me.

However, to set up a buisness didn't across my mind until now. I wonder shall I set up one? What kind of buisness? Naturally, first thought would be anything with sciences, right?

One friend of mine thought about set up as farmer and focus anything that is natural and organic. Plus my friend did grow up as a farmer. Other friend wants to be chef and thought about setting herself a resturant buisness. Once I read news, there was deaf/blind becaming a chef and owned a buisness of resturant. One I know from public speaker, he became dentist, he did set up a buisness for himself, too. All are deaf.

Any ideas about setting up one?

I thought abt one thing. I know there are parks and shows all different kind of plants. I can't help but wonder shall I have large dorm of glass, almost like greenhouse and have all different kinds of exotic plants from all over the world? Maybe including couple of waterfalls and small brooks along the way with some water creatures? Maybe have a speical place where people can have speical occasions like weddings and receptions and etc?

Do you think people would enjoy something like that and it is all year around including winters and inside the drom would be warm.

Does that means I need to major in botony? Mmmmmm...

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I leatn something that I didn't know about. Actually, mom did told me couple times but either I don't remember or I wasn't ready to listen.

Mom told me that one of professor did called my mom and told her that I do know so much of biology, only problem is that I do not know how to apply in real life.

Mom's interprete that I needs more hands on experinces.

I already knew that. That's why I'm working on trying to find a way to get hand-on-experiences. Only way to get internship is to go back to college again.

nothing new

Yep, everything is pretty much same o' and same o'. I'm still working. My parents and our pets are doing fine.

Yes, Tom-Tom is doing a lot better! However, I still get him outside during daytime. Sometimes, mom managed to get him outside.

Reese and Oreo are sweet as ever and sometimes they play with each other or one the other would competation for attention from me or my mom.

Weather has mood swings, lately. Some days are very chilly and some days are warm. Other times are humids with cloudys and possible rain. Sometimes it did rain and other times it didn't.

When weather is much nicer, I would take Reese for walk in the park. She loves it everytime, we do that. She always so anxious like a little kid who is ready to go to DisneyLand.

Meantime, I did visit another university. It seems very nice; however, I would like to visit couple more. I hope to have a chance to do that this coming March.

Well, that's all for now. I really don't have much news until next time.

Dinosaurs: Return to Life?

As I was watching on discovery channel. It is too much alike "Jussric Park". Only different, it is not frog but chicken. Since it is possible that those dinosaurs are closely relate to birds. So amazing to watch and can't help but wonder. When they talk about genetic and etc. It is really so.... Barizzare(sp).

I bet there will be re-runs. If you ever see title on the subject, feel free to check it out. Or not. Smile.

Tom-Tom, the old cat

I almost forgotten to mention about him. Next day, after I posted, mom told me that he is feeling better. Mom said that she had to fight him to go outside to prevent him stratching the furnatures, espeically couple of antique chairs. TT would stratch woods, trees, and rugs outside which my mom don't mind just not in the house.

Since the cat fight TT, he would not go outside, day and night. Now I have to pick him up to put him outside during daytime. Since most cats would roam during at night than daytime. So that would help prevent from having cats fight. Plus, we know that TT would come back in time for his dinner. Once he's back inside, he would not go outside.

Before he had cat fight, he would constantly beg to go outside at night. Even we refuse to let him because of cocoyte but when Reese want to go outside, TT would find a way to get it by. He can be quick sometimes. I couldn't catch him. He is more fast than Oreo. Even though, he's old cat, he mangaed to be quick.

Now, he wouldn't go outside at night even during daytime. So, that's why I put him out during daytime.

Finally

After so many months, the eletric bills are always so high. My parents complain and blame on me for using too much eletric.

I remind myself from now on, I will have my lights off all the times. However, it doesn't work. The eletric bills are still high.

So I made a habit of constantly turn off lights at my parents bedroom and bathroom by knowing that my parents were in living room watching tv or cooking. After a while I started turning all the nights when no one is around. I've been doing that for couple months. Even my mom complain about me turning off, yet I turn it off anyway. Other times, mom asked, "did you turn off?" I replied, "yeah, I did." Mom said, "thank you, I had forgotten."

The eletric bill arrived and the price is really low than ever was before. Hahaha! Mom is the one who tend to forget. It wasn't me that left the light on. However, I didn't say anything. My parents did thanked me for turning off the lights constantly. Smile!

Anyway, our old TT cat had a fight because you can see a lot of cuts and stratches. Now, he refuse to come out of the cloest for couple of days. Mom have to coax him out. She told me that he is sore. He had hard time to get on the sofa but he managed. He spend few more days on it. However, he does not ate much. Mom is concern that he may have infection. If he is not better in couple more days, we may have to take him to vet and postpone Oreo's Nutural(sp).

Wait and see...

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Few bad things had appeared last month and this month. I rather not to mention this time. Maybe in the future but maybe not...

Speaking of prez, I'm consider voting Halliary and not because she is a WOMAN... Geez bunches of people's comments said I'm voting her because she's a woman. I find that's really low. I mean I am woman myself. I rather people pick me because I'm pontional(sp) not I'm woman.

It is like I'm voting for Obama because he is young. Or he is black... Blah, blah, blah

I believe in leadership and I believe in voting for best leadership not just because she is a woman.

I have my own other reasons, too...

Anyway, one thing is that I still disagree abt bring troops home.

Well...... Live and Learn.

Meanwhile, there are nothing new so far. Everything else is same old thing. The weather had been up and down. Reese enjoys her walk.

I'm trying to see if I can go back to my passion. I have enjoy drawing. I have always wanna to learn how to draw horses since I really want to do the winged unicorn. I went to library and borrowed few "how to draw animals" and horses was in it too. I did try to draw few times but it wasn't great but I do know that it takes pratices and a lot of pratices to improve. It is good thing I borrow from library because of possibility of my apathy and procansting would waste my money on books for nothing. I didn't really pratice that much even I have penty of time to do it. However I'm going to try stay on it as art is just for hobby not job.

Just wait and see.

My family and pets are doing ok. Oh, we are going to try to have Oreo nutrured(to remove certain thing to prevent to search for mate) for this Friday. Oreo is getting restless and growing long. Once been nutured, he should be able be more calm than before. He's still sweet and lovable.

Well, that's all for now.

Bad Day

Well, how's things going? Pretty obvious...
We went down to the South to visit one of the Universities that I had reserved. Turn out we went to wrong side of the city and we do not have time to make the tour. I was disappointed big time. I was looking forward to it.

So we turn around and come back home after been 4 hrs drive. Talk abt waste of gas... On the way, we ate most lousy Burger King that has no flavor. It taste plain. Dad was alittle cranky mood. I decided to sleep but in dozing kind of way on and off until we got home. Dad and I went back to bed to take a nap since we got up abt 5:30am.

It wasn't great trip. However my evening wasn't so bad. My parents gone to dinner and movie while I watch my favorite Stargate: Atlantis at home and couple other shows alone is what I like. Later, my parent brought me dinner. I ate and went to bed.

I can make another reservation for one of universities in another time. No big deal.

Morning Star

Ever seen Morning Star? It is usally mean it is only one star is still brightest while all other stars faded out. I've seen it several times. Funny, dad go out smoking in morning and never notice. Mom did notice for first time for her. Mom said, "ooh there's morning star!" My respond, "I know, I have seen it few times before." Dad never knew until mom told him. I thought he knew since he's the one who always outside smoking before he goes to work.

It is truly nice to see it. Kinda almost speical. I guess I never knew morning star does exist until now. I always thought just a storybook had been written with imagaination and not exist in real life. Beside, nobody didn't mention about it as far as I know.

Anyway, I'm on my way to South for visitation university. I finally contact one of the biology advisor while I'm there. I'm considering my major something relate to Lab Tech. I did asked if they offer something similar, sadly, the answer is no. So, if the do not have that then which university has that? Anyway, I decided to visit there just to check out, who knows maybe something there might spark my interest for different major beside Lab Tech. Seem like there are a lot of options so I'm going to check that out.

That's why I'm up early since I already mad resversation for afternoon tour.

Again, I'm still consdiering to join sorority. Mom thinks I'm too old for it. Unless, I lied abt my age?? Mmmm who knows, wait and see.